I don’t understand
what is with that boy that makes me go all softie for him. Oh well, I’m not
going to try cause this feeling I have now is awesome enough.
I realised that
having a boyfriend really does take up quite a lot of my time. But as someone
once said, "Time wasted on doing what you love is not time wasted at
all". I do feel the strain and pressure to balance everything though.
Choir took up
quite a lot of time to prep for our concert, which was last Friday 15/03/13.
haha I got a bouquet!! Teehee. Modules of this semester are also a little
harder than last sem. Moreover, I also set aside time with him. This leaves me
with very little time for rest and I feel that I am feeling tired most of the
time. I am currently staying in Hall 1 in school to save on travelling time. And
because they can’t see me studying, my parents have set some expectations for
and, of course have put much stress on, me.
However, I must
say that I have quite glad with my results from my quizzes so far. But this
does not mean that I have understood the chapters well. It’s a lot to take in,
but I guess this is only a preview of how I should balance life and work when I
get older. I used feel that a relationship may be something that holds you back
since it takes up your time. But now, I believe that it is part and parcel of
life. And the more you wrap your head around that idea and start managing your
time properly, the better you get at ensuring that you can balance life. It is
something that you have to learn and I sure am learning it now.
Talking about
relationships, I am glad I found him. It seemed to require so much fate for us
to meet and yet, it seems so easy. I am the first to admit that life ain't all
rainbows and colours; we do have our share of fights and arguments. Sometimes,
I wish he would be the bigger man and give in. I mean, I know he is giving in
though it may be my fault as well but it shows that he loves me enough to do
so.
But, I'm learning
to compromise. I hate it, but I'm learning to cause, well...
I love him.
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