Friday, September 25, 2009
sleeeeeep
feeling so tired nowadays. i think i really feel the intense pressure of the O levels now... will have to go back to school for night study later... i think this is really called Fatigue.if only i had more time for sleep. then may be i wont have so many pimples like now... hahas. sleeeeeeeeeep
Thursday, August 27, 2009
prelims are OVER!
hehe!!.... prelims are over!! but have to check our papers like tmr... sian.... so today me, shengying, hanjia, cheowlin went out to play... it was FUN!!!! bought tons of stuff... ok fine, fraction of a ton but still went back with bagssss!!! ahhas.... but its too bad that cheowlin dint get her neoprint she wanted soo badly... hrmm quite late ler.... elaborate on this soon
Friday, August 14, 2009
just like everyone
so i just had my english and ss exams this week. am super tired already. the english was hard and the ss sbq was horrendous so i can predict my results already. but i aint gonna say it least they come true... -.- so im going to chiong history, amaths, physics and literature over the weekends. hopefully the emaths and HCL are easy cause i dont have time to revise.
yester was super tiring. studied until 12 midnight. worte 7 essays in 2.5hours. ended up in extreme pain in my wrist and two of my fingers could not stay straight. all because of ss. oh ya, yesterday, 6 of my classmates were "sick" and skipped school to study for ss. if only my mum allowed me to do that...
ok. Yuda is sounding very weird nowadays. he keep saying stuff that leads me to a conclusion that he likes me. however he refuses to say it which is irritating. owels. i realised that that does not really matter now. unless he speaks up, we're not going anywhere. well, actually, even if he speaks up, im not sure if we are going to go anywhere either. maybe i have to admit that maybe i used to like him alittle? im not sure either, since it only lasted like eh.. less than a week. so maybeit was a super short crush. but now... not so much. will see as life goes... that is if he is willing to speak up.
i feel alittle bad... cause im thinking of wenjie now, but in a 3rd person kind of way. no more indulgence or what sort. can this be seen as some kind of betrayal? since we did not actually break off? but then owels, i did tell him that we are no longer together once he gets on the plane so... wells. at least i dont feel any thing now. probably to both the guys. im just a simple little. well, not little girl. who is on the verge of suffocating due to prelims, just like every one else!!
yester was super tiring. studied until 12 midnight. worte 7 essays in 2.5hours. ended up in extreme pain in my wrist and two of my fingers could not stay straight. all because of ss. oh ya, yesterday, 6 of my classmates were "sick" and skipped school to study for ss. if only my mum allowed me to do that...
ok. Yuda is sounding very weird nowadays. he keep saying stuff that leads me to a conclusion that he likes me. however he refuses to say it which is irritating. owels. i realised that that does not really matter now. unless he speaks up, we're not going anywhere. well, actually, even if he speaks up, im not sure if we are going to go anywhere either. maybe i have to admit that maybe i used to like him alittle? im not sure either, since it only lasted like eh.. less than a week. so maybeit was a super short crush. but now... not so much. will see as life goes... that is if he is willing to speak up.
i feel alittle bad... cause im thinking of wenjie now, but in a 3rd person kind of way. no more indulgence or what sort. can this be seen as some kind of betrayal? since we did not actually break off? but then owels, i did tell him that we are no longer together once he gets on the plane so... wells. at least i dont feel any thing now. probably to both the guys. im just a simple little. well, not little girl. who is on the verge of suffocating due to prelims, just like every one else!!
Monday, August 10, 2009
i got the answer!
hahas! i got my answer to that question le!! he asked me this question once. "if one day i said i like you, do you think that there will be any chemistry between us?" i said it is possible. as in like you wont know what will happen in the future right? so i asked him if he liked me. he said" i said IF" so i asked him again. he said no. then i smiled. i dont know why but i smiled. thats weird right? as in people dont smile when they recieve that type of answer but i did. maybe i dint want to go anywhere other than just friends now. i dont know. hahas. but i dont care. i got my answer!! yay! wonder why he asked me that question though...
Friday, August 07, 2009
i heart you online
love this song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vVdWHADKto
I Heart You Online
Every morning I wake up with lingering dreams of you and my heart is beguile.
I struggle to think just what else I can do,
then log into my favourite online social networking website
I want to be in your profile picture
I want to be a permanent fixture on your wall
You're so beautiful
Wish I could be in your profile status
Featuring the place where you update us
Maybe then i'll hug you online
I heart you online.
I can see from you information
you like japanese animation and stir fry
well so do I
I read the books that you love reading
I must say you're quite appealing.
Maybe you can poke me sometime
I heart you online.
I heart you online.
Ba da ba da da baa
Ba da ba da da baa
Da da da da da da
Click on my face and tell me that you love me!
You signed your message with three kisses,
could be wrong but i think this is
Your way to convey
That my love is not unrequited
But i won't get too excited
Since you're only virtually mine
I heart you online.
I heart you online
I heart you online.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vVdWHADKto
I Heart You Online
Every morning I wake up with lingering dreams of you and my heart is beguile.
I struggle to think just what else I can do,
then log into my favourite online social networking website
I want to be in your profile picture
I want to be a permanent fixture on your wall
You're so beautiful
Wish I could be in your profile status
Featuring the place where you update us
Maybe then i'll hug you online
I heart you online.
I can see from you information
you like japanese animation and stir fry
well so do I
I read the books that you love reading
I must say you're quite appealing.
Maybe you can poke me sometime
I heart you online.
I heart you online.
Ba da ba da da baa
Ba da ba da da baa
Da da da da da da
Click on my face and tell me that you love me!
You signed your message with three kisses,
could be wrong but i think this is
Your way to convey
That my love is not unrequited
But i won't get too excited
Since you're only virtually mine
I heart you online.
I heart you online
I heart you online.
diary captions
在一起的感觉总是甜蜜，无限的。。。
writing my diary is awkward. cause there are captions here and there saying how sweet love is. today should be one of the Best National Day celebrations i have in school. porobably cause i always hove to work in PA for the past 3 years, so at least i get to feel the festive spirit on my final year.
went out with Cheowlin and hanjia today for lunch. ate KFC. we met Jason Phuah along the way, and of course he followed us, hrm. actually i find him ok. kind of pity him a little, being a social outcast. he is not a bad guy, just horribly horribly horribly annoying. hahas. okay, so our 3-some lunch was spoiled.
i smsed yuda today. which keep reminding me about our conversation yesterday. "to see if i got chance or not" he said this. this keeps spinning in my head. arghs! although he said he was just kiddin but he also said that he will let me cling onto his hand again (did that the 1st time cause i was too cold) hrm... i seriously wonder if he meant it. i just want to know. no purpose actually. just hate cliffhangers. why cant he just say either 'i like you' or if he dint want to mean that, just do not even mention this joke at all?! he makes me think about it all day/night long. and i cant just like blatantly ask him right? that will be so paisei for both of us. hope (very very very very strongly) that he can 自动 tell me. heheh.
ohh... i also learnt something about 2 f my friends. i feel bad teasing them now. i keep saying that something was fishy and now i know that they bactually broke up. i feel so bad. oh and then there is also jan's weird-uncuboid-like cube which i have to solve. stupid itchy fingers. oya, and i also have to fix my freaking email cause harrison sent an virus-ed email to me and i kinda opened it and got affected. -.-.... hope it does not crashes the com. XP.
wonders if YD will read this. i want an answer!!
writing my diary is awkward. cause there are captions here and there saying how sweet love is. today should be one of the Best National Day celebrations i have in school. porobably cause i always hove to work in PA for the past 3 years, so at least i get to feel the festive spirit on my final year.
went out with Cheowlin and hanjia today for lunch. ate KFC. we met Jason Phuah along the way, and of course he followed us, hrm. actually i find him ok. kind of pity him a little, being a social outcast. he is not a bad guy, just horribly horribly horribly annoying. hahas. okay, so our 3-some lunch was spoiled.
i smsed yuda today. which keep reminding me about our conversation yesterday. "to see if i got chance or not" he said this. this keeps spinning in my head. arghs! although he said he was just kiddin but he also said that he will let me cling onto his hand again (did that the 1st time cause i was too cold) hrm... i seriously wonder if he meant it. i just want to know. no purpose actually. just hate cliffhangers. why cant he just say either 'i like you' or if he dint want to mean that, just do not even mention this joke at all?! he makes me think about it all day/night long. and i cant just like blatantly ask him right? that will be so paisei for both of us. hope (very very very very strongly) that he can 自动 tell me. heheh.
ohh... i also learnt something about 2 f my friends. i feel bad teasing them now. i keep saying that something was fishy and now i know that they bactually broke up. i feel so bad. oh and then there is also jan's weird-uncuboid-like cube which i have to solve. stupid itchy fingers. oya, and i also have to fix my freaking email cause harrison sent an virus-ed email to me and i kinda opened it and got affected. -.-.... hope it does not crashes the com. XP.
wonders if YD will read this. i want an answer!!
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Dear Diary (everlasting gu dan be ban qiu)
'Gu dan bei ben qiu' fades in the backgound as i start recalling what i encountered today. speaking to wanxin makes me feel like shes the little me. having to go through the same agony of having the prenotice that he'll go away someday. Mel & WX. Mel & WX. JunYong and Jiawei. JY & Harrison. Mel and JY both know that they cant be together always but they are making good use of the time spent together. nothing to worry there, no sorrow too.
wan xin on the other hand is a different case. harrison told her it is going to be agonising for her to wait for him. this is exactly what i went through. and yes. it IS indeed very agonising. wan xin doesnt want to breakup. this is made clear. i feel alot for her. espacially to the little me. the pain she has to go through is definitely not any smaller nor less pain, painless. no. there is nothing i can do to help, unfortunately.
i told her to study with me. i do not know if i want to get closer to her or harrison. or maybe to run wawy from the stars on my desk. i do not know why i did not throw them away. is it that im sentimental or that im still not over him? nahs... i do not feel any pain already. right?
doing homework alone is hard. the prelims are coming up. as if i cant wait for it to come any sooner. harrison is feeling the stress already and he is imposing on wanxin (from how i interpret on what i heard). whether conciously or not, its wrong of im. i do not want to tell him either. coming between people is something i do not want to do again. disaster will happen. that makes me wonder too. how did my friendship with harrison go so bad? aren't friends suppose to say hi to each other when they meet? or is it like what wan xin said-- that he has become a loner? its high time he come out of his shell. why do i care so much about him? does he resemble wenjie?
wow. this is like the longest diary entry ever. but who cares? i'll just continue writing. wanxin agnes wan xin agnes wagnes. hahas. are we alike or totally different? you know, sometimes when i look at wan xin in the eyes, that us when im not distracted by her cute bobbling face, weird emotions just strike me. that brings me back to the taiwan trip i went this year.
i miss the time spending with ZhengJiang, my senior, at the river. poking him was fun, but thats not the point. t is not that i like him but i just find that he is very nice to accompany me late at night as i tried to let go of the fact that wen jie is gone. why am i talking about wenjie again> he should have dissapeared. should have, but couldnt. i wonder if he has a new gf now...
i'm recalling the time when he, his friend, or his friendS msn me. that was nasty. and the worst is, i still do not know who did it. easily trusting, (huajing) i guess i'll just leave him with the clean record and let my impression of him stay nice and lovely. im thinking of my friends now. SY, Cl, HJ, JM and Prat. pillars of support i say....
hrm... i need a hug. $99 teddy bear aint doing its magic anynmore. must have been stuffed out after the hour long hug. i recieved my DSA results tday from RJC. i didnt get in. so much for the sympathetic background huh? prelims goals:
EL- must move up to atleast an A2.
CL- move to a B3... and try not to be the last again.
AM and Phy- allowed to relax to at most A2
the rest- to be maintained at A1.
nothing else is allowed to fall. tough.
im thinking of rongjie now... i do not know why. oh. wait. im thinking of Aaron now, he used to be the one who i could call up and bombard with sorrows. should i call rongjie? OMG. what a thought. we aren't that close yet. ahh... i miss aaron, why must you go to australia? i remember what hazel told me about Bingcai. she says he comforts her. i saw a paragraph of his work today, from prat's phone... maybe i shoould make friends with him. i seriously need someone to confided to now...
what about jeshrei?? looking at the everylasting melody sore cover, there is a small and faint imprint of his name. bouncing in my mind. i wonder if i should talk to him. he seems like one who should be able to understand right?? i wonder why we were enemies in the first place... and how did our relationship get so well whereas mine and harrison grew so far apart.
C-G. CG chord.yes its music. my neighbour just rang my doorbell. asking for help to play a CG chord for him.. hes only 6 by the way. learning how to play row row row your boat. i want to lean how to play gu dan bei ban qiu as it still drifts in my mind. i wonder what wanxin will say when she reads this. i wonder what zhengjiang, prat, hazel, bingcai, jeshrei will say. i wonder what HE will say. im over him. i am. i wish. yes, i am. now i just need medicine to close the wound. i hate medicine. i hope it wont hurt anymore. doctor, may i have that numbing thingy first? oh. wait, im afraid of needles.
no time to lose. three weeks to prelims. prelims prelims prelims. this time, i must get 7 As and more again. i must. wanxin, study with me. jeshrei, talk to me. who to hug me? everlasting gu dan bei ban qiu.
wan xin on the other hand is a different case. harrison told her it is going to be agonising for her to wait for him. this is exactly what i went through. and yes. it IS indeed very agonising. wan xin doesnt want to breakup. this is made clear. i feel alot for her. espacially to the little me. the pain she has to go through is definitely not any smaller nor less pain, painless. no. there is nothing i can do to help, unfortunately.
i told her to study with me. i do not know if i want to get closer to her or harrison. or maybe to run wawy from the stars on my desk. i do not know why i did not throw them away. is it that im sentimental or that im still not over him? nahs... i do not feel any pain already. right?
doing homework alone is hard. the prelims are coming up. as if i cant wait for it to come any sooner. harrison is feeling the stress already and he is imposing on wanxin (from how i interpret on what i heard). whether conciously or not, its wrong of im. i do not want to tell him either. coming between people is something i do not want to do again. disaster will happen. that makes me wonder too. how did my friendship with harrison go so bad? aren't friends suppose to say hi to each other when they meet? or is it like what wan xin said-- that he has become a loner? its high time he come out of his shell. why do i care so much about him? does he resemble wenjie?
wow. this is like the longest diary entry ever. but who cares? i'll just continue writing. wanxin agnes wan xin agnes wagnes. hahas. are we alike or totally different? you know, sometimes when i look at wan xin in the eyes, that us when im not distracted by her cute bobbling face, weird emotions just strike me. that brings me back to the taiwan trip i went this year.
i miss the time spending with ZhengJiang, my senior, at the river. poking him was fun, but thats not the point. t is not that i like him but i just find that he is very nice to accompany me late at night as i tried to let go of the fact that wen jie is gone. why am i talking about wenjie again> he should have dissapeared. should have, but couldnt. i wonder if he has a new gf now...
i'm recalling the time when he, his friend, or his friendS msn me. that was nasty. and the worst is, i still do not know who did it. easily trusting, (huajing) i guess i'll just leave him with the clean record and let my impression of him stay nice and lovely. im thinking of my friends now. SY, Cl, HJ, JM and Prat. pillars of support i say....
hrm... i need a hug. $99 teddy bear aint doing its magic anynmore. must have been stuffed out after the hour long hug. i recieved my DSA results tday from RJC. i didnt get in. so much for the sympathetic background huh? prelims goals:
EL- must move up to atleast an A2.
CL- move to a B3... and try not to be the last again.
AM and Phy- allowed to relax to at most A2
the rest- to be maintained at A1.
nothing else is allowed to fall. tough.
im thinking of rongjie now... i do not know why. oh. wait. im thinking of Aaron now, he used to be the one who i could call up and bombard with sorrows. should i call rongjie? OMG. what a thought. we aren't that close yet. ahh... i miss aaron, why must you go to australia? i remember what hazel told me about Bingcai. she says he comforts her. i saw a paragraph of his work today, from prat's phone... maybe i shoould make friends with him. i seriously need someone to confided to now...
what about jeshrei?? looking at the everylasting melody sore cover, there is a small and faint imprint of his name. bouncing in my mind. i wonder if i should talk to him. he seems like one who should be able to understand right?? i wonder why we were enemies in the first place... and how did our relationship get so well whereas mine and harrison grew so far apart.
C-G. CG chord.yes its music. my neighbour just rang my doorbell. asking for help to play a CG chord for him.. hes only 6 by the way. learning how to play row row row your boat. i want to lean how to play gu dan bei ban qiu as it still drifts in my mind. i wonder what wanxin will say when she reads this. i wonder what zhengjiang, prat, hazel, bingcai, jeshrei will say. i wonder what HE will say. im over him. i am. i wish. yes, i am. now i just need medicine to close the wound. i hate medicine. i hope it wont hurt anymore. doctor, may i have that numbing thingy first? oh. wait, im afraid of needles.
no time to lose. three weeks to prelims. prelims prelims prelims. this time, i must get 7 As and more again. i must. wanxin, study with me. jeshrei, talk to me. who to hug me? everlasting gu dan bei ban qiu.
Friday, July 17, 2009
quiz
i was look and other ppls' blogs and stumbled upon this...
Quiz from :wanwan
All of the 14 people must do this quiz, unless he/she doesn't have a blog.Write the names of 14 people you can think off then answer these questions..(You can repeat the name of the person whom sent you this quiz.But the person can't do this quiz again..)
you don't really have to do this if you don't want to.
1. Audrina
2. Rachel Lee
3. Jason Lee
4. Pratyusha
5.Wan Xin
6. Cheow Lin
7. Jie min
8. Sheng Ying
9. Han Jia
10.Jarin
11.Jingyi
12.Terri
13.WeiLe
14.Nigel
1. How did you get to meet 7? (Jiemin)
school. one of me besties.
2. What would you do if you and 13 never met? (WeiLe)
then i'll never be able to play with his pencil box and get new hp games.
3. What would you do if 1 and 12 date? (Audrina and terrence)
wahs. then her bf will go crazy in NS
4. Have you ever seen 14 cry? (Nigel)
Nahs. but heard it alot.
5. Would 4 and 11 be a good couple? (Prat and Jingyi)
Nahs. too lesbian. besides, tons of guys will cry.
6. Do you think 11 is attractive? (Jingyi)
duh!! so many guys are all over her!
7. What's 2 favourite colour? (Rach)
easy! purple!
8. When was the last time you talked to 9? (Hanjia)
eh.. less than an hour ago??
9.What language does 8 speak? (Shengying)
my language!! which is english and mandrian.... and probably alien too!
10. Who is 13 going out with? (Lele)
no one? at least no one that i know of. probably his hp though.
11. What grade is 12 in? (terri)
grade 10! like me. with piano grade 7, going on 8.
12. Would you ever date 10? (Jarjar)
im no les. but we'll make a bubble couple.
13. Where does 5 live? (Wan Xin)
shit!i forgot!. oh, wait. i rmb le. opp 7-11. right? don't kill me.
14. What's the best thing about 3? (Jason)
hrmm. hard question. he is my brother. have to like everything about him for the rest of my life no matter i like it or not.
15. What would you want to tell 10 now? (Jarin)
hrm... help me with cheering comp?!
16. Whats the best thing about 8? (Shengying)
that she speaks alien like me?
17. Have you ever kissed 5? (WanXin)
no! jiawei will kill me
18. What was the best memory you have with 7? (Jiemin)
eh... spending time together in sch?
19. When's the last time you've seen 6?? (Cheowlin)
just now
20. How is 14 and 12 different? (Nigel and terri)
for starters, one has braces while the other doesnt. oh wait. he changed them to retainer le...
21. How did you meet 5? (Wan Xin)
in choir!!!
22. Is 1 your best friend? (audrina)
no doubt bout that!
23. Do you hate 12? (terri)
no! how can i hate anyone with a bright fuchsia pencil sharpener?!
24. Have you seen 4 the last month? (Pratyusha)
duh. i see her 5 times a week
25. What was the last thing you said to 3? (Jason)
wah lao...
26. Have you been to 5's house? (Wan Xin)
nope but i want to!
27. When's the next time you're gonna see 10? (Jarin)
monday... when wew go to school??
28. Are you close to 13? (Lele)
abit bahs... at least close enough to call him le le.
29. Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before? (Pratyusha)
of cos! and with everyone else in sec4 this year.
30. Have you ever gotten in trouble with 8? (shengying)
dont think so. unless getting rushed to eat by tiger is trouble then yesh.
31. Would you give 2 a hug? (rach)
thousands of time.
32. What best thing have you lied to 3?(jason)
that he looks nice in a skirt?
33. Do you know secrets about 9? (hanjia)
i think i know alot but i dont think they are considered as secrets
34. Describe the relationship with 12 and 14. (terri and nigel)
Stranger._.'
35. Any strange best things about your friendship with 9? (hanjia)
shes my laogong....
36. What's the worst thing about 6? (cheowlin)
that she is a XX tomato.. hahahs. dont kill me.
37. Have you ever had a crush on 12? (terri)
nahs. but his sharpener, yes.
38. Does 14 has a girlfriend/boyfriend?? (nigel)
ofcos!
39. Have you ever punch 1's face? (audrina)
punch her? no. hit her accidentally with a microphone and a table and a chair and many other tings, yes.
40. Has 2 met your mother?(rach)
Of course. my mum is the 1st person she see when she came to this world... we're sis for gods sake!
41. Did you ever physically hurt 3?(jason)
yar duh! he is like accident prone!
42. Do you live close 7? (jiemin)
not realli...
43. What's 8's favourite food? (shengying)
lady's fingers?
44. What kind of car does 1 has? (audrina)
she doesnt have a car. even if she does have one, she has to wait till she gets a driving liscense
45. Have you travelled anywhere with 9 before? (hanjia)
uncountable times
46. If you give 14 $100, what will he/she spend it on? (nigel)
not on my $99 teddy bear of cos!
grr. wad kind of quiz is this?! wasted so much of my time. but quite fun larhs... hahas.
Quiz from :wanwan
All of the 14 people must do this quiz, unless he/she doesn't have a blog.Write the names of 14 people you can think off then answer these questions..(You can repeat the name of the person whom sent you this quiz.But the person can't do this quiz again..)
you don't really have to do this if you don't want to.
1. Audrina
2. Rachel Lee
3. Jason Lee
4. Pratyusha
5.Wan Xin
6. Cheow Lin
7. Jie min
8. Sheng Ying
9. Han Jia
10.Jarin
11.Jingyi
12.Terri
13.WeiLe
14.Nigel
1. How did you get to meet 7? (Jiemin)
school. one of me besties.
2. What would you do if you and 13 never met? (WeiLe)
then i'll never be able to play with his pencil box and get new hp games.
3. What would you do if 1 and 12 date? (Audrina and terrence)
wahs. then her bf will go crazy in NS
4. Have you ever seen 14 cry? (Nigel)
Nahs. but heard it alot.
5. Would 4 and 11 be a good couple? (Prat and Jingyi)
Nahs. too lesbian. besides, tons of guys will cry.
6. Do you think 11 is attractive? (Jingyi)
duh!! so many guys are all over her!
7. What's 2 favourite colour? (Rach)
easy! purple!
8. When was the last time you talked to 9? (Hanjia)
eh.. less than an hour ago??
9.What language does 8 speak? (Shengying)
my language!! which is english and mandrian.... and probably alien too!
10. Who is 13 going out with? (Lele)
no one? at least no one that i know of. probably his hp though.
11. What grade is 12 in? (terri)
grade 10! like me. with piano grade 7, going on 8.
12. Would you ever date 10? (Jarjar)
im no les. but we'll make a bubble couple.
13. Where does 5 live? (Wan Xin)
shit!i forgot!. oh, wait. i rmb le. opp 7-11. right? don't kill me.
14. What's the best thing about 3? (Jason)
hrmm. hard question. he is my brother. have to like everything about him for the rest of my life no matter i like it or not.
15. What would you want to tell 10 now? (Jarin)
hrm... help me with cheering comp?!
16. Whats the best thing about 8? (Shengying)
that she speaks alien like me?
17. Have you ever kissed 5? (WanXin)
no! jiawei will kill me
18. What was the best memory you have with 7? (Jiemin)
eh... spending time together in sch?
19. When's the last time you've seen 6?? (Cheowlin)
just now
20. How is 14 and 12 different? (Nigel and terri)
for starters, one has braces while the other doesnt. oh wait. he changed them to retainer le...
21. How did you meet 5? (Wan Xin)
in choir!!!
22. Is 1 your best friend? (audrina)
no doubt bout that!
23. Do you hate 12? (terri)
no! how can i hate anyone with a bright fuchsia pencil sharpener?!
24. Have you seen 4 the last month? (Pratyusha)
duh. i see her 5 times a week
25. What was the last thing you said to 3? (Jason)
wah lao...
26. Have you been to 5's house? (Wan Xin)
nope but i want to!
27. When's the next time you're gonna see 10? (Jarin)
monday... when wew go to school??
28. Are you close to 13? (Lele)
abit bahs... at least close enough to call him le le.
29. Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before? (Pratyusha)
of cos! and with everyone else in sec4 this year.
30. Have you ever gotten in trouble with 8? (shengying)
dont think so. unless getting rushed to eat by tiger is trouble then yesh.
31. Would you give 2 a hug? (rach)
thousands of time.
32. What best thing have you lied to 3?(jason)
that he looks nice in a skirt?
33. Do you know secrets about 9? (hanjia)
i think i know alot but i dont think they are considered as secrets
34. Describe the relationship with 12 and 14. (terri and nigel)
Stranger._.'
35. Any strange best things about your friendship with 9? (hanjia)
shes my laogong....
36. What's the worst thing about 6? (cheowlin)
that she is a XX tomato.. hahahs. dont kill me.
37. Have you ever had a crush on 12? (terri)
nahs. but his sharpener, yes.
38. Does 14 has a girlfriend/boyfriend?? (nigel)
ofcos!
39. Have you ever punch 1's face? (audrina)
punch her? no. hit her accidentally with a microphone and a table and a chair and many other tings, yes.
40. Has 2 met your mother?(rach)
Of course. my mum is the 1st person she see when she came to this world... we're sis for gods sake!
41. Did you ever physically hurt 3?(jason)
yar duh! he is like accident prone!
42. Do you live close 7? (jiemin)
not realli...
43. What's 8's favourite food? (shengying)
lady's fingers?
44. What kind of car does 1 has? (audrina)
she doesnt have a car. even if she does have one, she has to wait till she gets a driving liscense
45. Have you travelled anywhere with 9 before? (hanjia)
uncountable times
46. If you give 14 $100, what will he/she spend it on? (nigel)
not on my $99 teddy bear of cos!
grr. wad kind of quiz is this?! wasted so much of my time. but quite fun larhs... hahas.
Friday, July 03, 2009
the lovey the dovey ww
hrm... today met wan wan and wei wei [heheh. not wen wen liao...] (hahas alliteration!! just thought about it) aft sch... and so pulled wanxin to go 7-11 with me. and harrison still not used to calling him jia wei. His english name and chinese are sooo different!! tagged along... then i realised that they were steadying!! hahas. grr... wanxin dint tell me earlier. owels, i kinda had this feeling that they were together long before. (well. i had this feeling that they were going to be together. if you [pratyusha] know what i mean. hahas another prediction came true!!) realised that my predictions kinda come true these days. owels.
she says she wants to keep it di diao. but i guess not many kinda come read my blog so it should be ok bahs. heehee.
so we went to find a seat and started chatting, and singing, after harrison left. then i taught wanxin emaths. which i dont think was to any avail. hahas. my teaching skills sucks. then wan xin says that she regretted not asking me to her house so that harrison can come too. hahas. grr. use me...
so we decided to do homework together some day. hahas. which means i might get to see them rou ma infront of me.... brrr.... hahas. aiya. i have to stop using the word "hahas" already! its making me feel so uneasy due to edward. from RMUN'09. cause the other time when we had a awkward moment in Rmun, he said what erm add in hahas like in msn to fill in the silence. hahas. see. there i go again. k,i'll try not to use hahas. lets see how many times i fail, yea?
wanxin says she doesn;'t have his blog. which im quite determine to find now and to see what he had written about wanxin for the past month. heheh... [so far so good] i know im nosey...i might pop into wan xin's blog later. hrm... [this is NOT easy... all edward's fault]
hey, i realised that my posts are gradually leaving the shortform addiction!! im actually writing in 'full-form'!! yay me!! ok back to topic. i shall not digress, hopefully.
ok. so wan xin told me that she's afraid of harrison leaving sch after O's or aft his ASEAN scholarship is over. i assure her on ASEAN cos its quite long term ( it is right?. yea , it is). but then after that i felt like crying and she, on the other hand, was smiling like the monkey, holding 2cymbals,and qiang-ing them together. hahas. well, i wanted to cry because i know the feeling and it hurts and it kinda like reopen a wound deep deep deep way deep within. but it was soon stiched up again by tam-bu, the goose and the swan, child of destiny, shinjiru and morning tide.
owels. may be meeting them either on sat or mon depending on when weiwei is free or whether wei wei even wants me too dian deng pao abit or not. hahas. i feel that i was so bright today... ahhas, even though it was in the blazing sun, shinging all its stinging rays on the 2lovebirds.
ok, so yesterday, i passed by my sharp edged drawer and it silced through my leg. it hurts like hell!! so it was the best time to go get ai and guan huai from my family. so i bet with my grandmother on how my family will react. i was spot-on for my mummy and a bit on daddy. hahas. then yesterday, whe it started stinging real bad, i went to take a good look at it. then, from i don't know where, a senario of the same cut appearing on my face. that time, i just stood there in a daze... i was so afraid larhs... when i asked my siblings and friends how they will feel if they were in that senario, all of them showed the same fear-ed face.
grr!! ok!! lets digress from that. hrm...ohh. i just realised i already used hahas. go find it yourself. damn! hahas. ohh!
she says she wants to keep it di diao. but i guess not many kinda come read my blog so it should be ok bahs. heehee.
so we went to find a seat and started chatting, and singing, after harrison left. then i taught wanxin emaths. which i dont think was to any avail. hahas. my teaching skills sucks. then wan xin says that she regretted not asking me to her house so that harrison can come too. hahas. grr. use me...
so we decided to do homework together some day. hahas. which means i might get to see them rou ma infront of me.... brrr.... hahas. aiya. i have to stop using the word "hahas" already! its making me feel so uneasy due to edward. from RMUN'09. cause the other time when we had a awkward moment in Rmun, he said what erm add in hahas like in msn to fill in the silence. hahas. see. there i go again. k,i'll try not to use hahas. lets see how many times i fail, yea?
wanxin says she doesn;'t have his blog. which im quite determine to find now and to see what he had written about wanxin for the past month. heheh... [so far so good] i know im nosey...i might pop into wan xin's blog later. hrm... [this is NOT easy... all edward's fault]
hey, i realised that my posts are gradually leaving the shortform addiction!! im actually writing in 'full-form'!! yay me!! ok back to topic. i shall not digress, hopefully.
ok. so wan xin told me that she's afraid of harrison leaving sch after O's or aft his ASEAN scholarship is over. i assure her on ASEAN cos its quite long term ( it is right?. yea , it is). but then after that i felt like crying and she, on the other hand, was smiling like the monkey, holding 2cymbals,and qiang-ing them together. hahas. well, i wanted to cry because i know the feeling and it hurts and it kinda like reopen a wound deep deep deep way deep within. but it was soon stiched up again by tam-bu, the goose and the swan, child of destiny, shinjiru and morning tide.
owels. may be meeting them either on sat or mon depending on when weiwei is free or whether wei wei even wants me too dian deng pao abit or not. hahas. i feel that i was so bright today... ahhas, even though it was in the blazing sun, shinging all its stinging rays on the 2lovebirds.
ok, so yesterday, i passed by my sharp edged drawer and it silced through my leg. it hurts like hell!! so it was the best time to go get ai and guan huai from my family. so i bet with my grandmother on how my family will react. i was spot-on for my mummy and a bit on daddy. hahas. then yesterday, whe it started stinging real bad, i went to take a good look at it. then, from i don't know where, a senario of the same cut appearing on my face. that time, i just stood there in a daze... i was so afraid larhs... when i asked my siblings and friends how they will feel if they were in that senario, all of them showed the same fear-ed face.
grr!! ok!! lets digress from that. hrm...ohh. i just realised i already used hahas. go find it yourself. damn! hahas. ohh!
Thursday, June 25, 2009
the ole oak tree
hrm... nothing really, talk about... feel kinda bad that i dint go for the rmun outing (which was eventually cancelled sue to bad attendance) on tue... so i hereby promise to go for the one in Dec if i hav the time that is... thnx Xinmun for actually taking the time to organise it.
am filled with loads of hw now... and am constantly reminded by cheow lin that i indeed have not finished all of them and am slacking off real bad. grr... hrm...
ohh!! i wnt shopping with audrii yesteday!!. its been such a long time!! and we met desmon too (coincidentally) she says... but then it was too much of a coincidence... hahas. so we went shopping for like 3hours and bought nothing for ourselves but a shirt for serene for, guess what, CNY 2010!! hahas. i realised that audrii still keeps in contact with wen jie. owels. it does bugg me anymore. its time to let go... after... 5 months... (as reminded many a time by desmon) hahas.
why are people contantly reminding me of things i do not want to be reminded of?? hahas.
have no idea. but i suddenly thought of this story... (i made it myself so its not very good)
the ole oak tree feels young again
just before it is sliced and cut and chopped down into planks
to become a table for some selfish people
who do not give a heck about the environment
but the planks did not weep
they still stay as strong as ever
as the owners spill water over them
they start to rot and were thrown away
to be made into paper
for the same selfish "cool" people
but the papers did no weep
they became flexible and adapted
to their new owners who scribble on them
before folding them into aeroplanes
to bully innocent "nerds" or "geeks"
as the papers were plucked out of the bubble-gumed heads
they were sent to the shredder
to become strips
but the strips did not weep
they were all put into the same rubbish bin
to be reunited once again
although they were chopped and sliced and shredded
they are now not pieced together
but are peices together
not mended but they were happy
my heart... is it the same? tiny peices of it. smashed with only one mallet....
but i am happy.
am filled with loads of hw now... and am constantly reminded by cheow lin that i indeed have not finished all of them and am slacking off real bad. grr... hrm...
ohh!! i wnt shopping with audrii yesteday!!. its been such a long time!! and we met desmon too (coincidentally) she says... but then it was too much of a coincidence... hahas. so we went shopping for like 3hours and bought nothing for ourselves but a shirt for serene for, guess what, CNY 2010!! hahas. i realised that audrii still keeps in contact with wen jie. owels. it does bugg me anymore. its time to let go... after... 5 months... (as reminded many a time by desmon) hahas.
why are people contantly reminding me of things i do not want to be reminded of?? hahas.
have no idea. but i suddenly thought of this story... (i made it myself so its not very good)
the ole oak tree feels young again
just before it is sliced and cut and chopped down into planks
to become a table for some selfish people
who do not give a heck about the environment
but the planks did not weep
they still stay as strong as ever
as the owners spill water over them
they start to rot and were thrown away
to be made into paper
for the same selfish "cool" people
but the papers did no weep
they became flexible and adapted
to their new owners who scribble on them
before folding them into aeroplanes
to bully innocent "nerds" or "geeks"
as the papers were plucked out of the bubble-gumed heads
they were sent to the shredder
to become strips
but the strips did not weep
they were all put into the same rubbish bin
to be reunited once again
although they were chopped and sliced and shredded
they are now not pieced together
but are peices together
not mended but they were happy
my heart... is it the same? tiny peices of it. smashed with only one mallet....
but i am happy.
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