picky picky picky

hrm... dont know how life has been anymore. it feels good to withdraw but to do that aint as i please. friends used to be almost everything in this life but now friends are either out of reach or.... well, out of reach. via distance and time. not that im lecturing about time travel now but that its so hard to be with my friends when they are either not eating, lessons or doing cca work. that stinks. used to be busy but hated it. freer now and im lost. im just too picky to live