huh, what promise?

wow. its only today when i realised that someone made a promise to come back on my birthday but broke it...

roger's replies....-.-

so there was one day when i was totally bored and went blog surfing. i went to roger's bloggie and found tons of loop holes, so with the critic in me, i decided to fill them, only to be -.- in the face. this was what i tagged and this was his replies...

agnes: 1. why is ying falltumn??
1. Fall= AutumnSo... Falltumn basically means the 3rd season lah deh...i like to create my own words mah...cannot izzit, 大小姐.
orh...falltumn wor. can, can make new words... of course can. who dare to go against the maths prince?

agnes: 2. i wasnt pissed at your pri class chalet
2. Glad tt u wasnt :)
hahas. see im nice. i dont get pissed often, i guess, i hope. but i will get pissed if you lock me in a room again.

agnes: 3. please add in that aft my gutters i rocked the bowling alley.
3. OK FINE! After having spent 4 games guttering at the bowling alley, Agnes 大小姐 rock the bowling alley for 5 frames only...yes 5 frames ONLY! xD
rocked it means rocked it. even if one frame also good ok. at least i improved. :D

agnes: 4. lele dint fall off bike cause see preety girl.(no further intentions)
4. i said lele fall off bike coz see pretty girl is just to create humour in my blog post lah...HUMOUR! cant u understand it? o.0 i noe wad u wan me to say...lele fall off bike not becoz see pretty girl...is becoz see Agnes!(can be both a gd or bad thing)
he wasnt looking at me ok. and if i recall correctly, he was passing the chlet key to you guys. which means he was facing YOU! NOT me. and he never fall off bikie. he is agonizing the tree and challenge it then he head butt the tree.

agnes: 5. there wasnt only 3 ppl who got hurt. falltumn also injured herself there
5. Yea...many ppl got hurt...STUPID AGNES, WHO ASK U GO RENT BIKES CAUSE SO MANY INJURIES! ok jk...大小姐 dun angry hor...
OI! what stupid!!! wait wait... agnes dont get pissed often. agnes de pi qi very good de... agnes very clam.... ps. i rent the bikes not for you all de wor. is you all want to ride de.

agnes: 6. thanks for wishing my happi bdae but im not old!! still young~
6. Admit it lah...old means OLD!! MUAHAHAHA! STOP LIVING IN SELF-DENIAL...U 16 year-OLD WOMAN!
yea yea yea. you 16 year older uncle. febuary.... so old le. compared to you i look young. and whats wrong with self confinement in denial of a happy place?

agnes: 7. pet name is not didi or something. is yang yang. hai yang de yang
7. ok got it! 洋洋 the fat little hamster (oxymoron?!)
hahas. my ah ma dont want my hamster to be named yang yang. so maybe i can call it didi next??

agnes: 8. egoistic much on the meteor thing??
8. pls lor, its a fact! A FACT! dun believe u shuld go there see...see some1 shining ever brightly! xD lols my ego is getting too HUGE!
yar lor... to think when i first spoke to you i boosted it more with roger the magician.... so regret it.... and i dont like stars. if you read my previous post in late 2008 and early 2009, you'll know...

agnes: 9. i want more durian puff. D24 premium please
9. i tot lele last time buy before liao...but is not premium de...nvm, we shall see how...
no need see la. just you buy i eat. hahas. the puff very nice lehs... we should go buy some day and share.

agnes: 10.i felt someone stalking me...then it turns out to be Falltumn! WAD A SUPRISE! THX MANZ DEAR FALLTUMN! I emo 1 nite less xD.Thx anyway dear. hrm... why see her so happi??
10. Coz i was shocked tt someone actually make her way down from the west to the east. i was emoing wad...den when ppl give u surprise u not happy meh? ok lele, nxt time dun giv agnes surprise if not she 不爽. JK 大小姐, dunnid to be so angry, if not later frown too much then got a lot of wrinkles den 不认老都不行了。
aiyo. you everything also link to lele....-.- grrrr.... surprises are nice what.. like the swans you guys gave me was a giant surprise! thanks everyone who stood up late at night folding and folding and folding the papers. tys. much appreciated.

agnes: 11. am i spamming here??
11. YES YOU ARE SPAMMING
well, now im not spamming am i? i post on my own blogggg. :D

agnes: 12. i think so....12. AND U DUNNID TO THINK SO COZ U ARE!!!agnes: 13. looking forward to your most unteresting replies!
13. yea i noe...now the replies are here...
hahas and they are funny and wonderful and great. and so are mine

agnes: 14. yay! JJlin!! hahas.
14. JJ 林俊杰 ROCKS!! WOOTS~~~!!!
uhuh. strongly agreed!!!! ps. you may want to work on your xiao jiu wo.... or else someone will really tu xue one day because of teaching you. you + weile = agnes die out of loos of blood...

agnes: 15. okok, last tagg hahas...(i hope) you and ying love the seasons yea? i know a song that can describe you couple. we have joy we have fun we have seasons in the sun.
15. Ur last tag huh?
hey, i got put the (i hope) ok!

agnes: 16. you guys can run through the spring meadows hand in hand enjoying the crisp golden au/fall-tumn leaves under the warm summer sun, dripping melted winter snow sweat
16. HEY! I TOT TAG 15 WAS UR LAST TAG...U WINDBREAKER!
aiyo. if you go check up the dictionary, a windbreaker ir something like a jacket or a person who just polluted the world with natural gas! ps. you thought wrong.

agnes: 17 what an epic description! ok, now breathe in and out slowly as you digest everything giving me sufficient time to run before you and ying hit me...
17. Hmm...now lemme recall, where did i last keep my rifle...gotta restock my ammunitions for some killing to be done...YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!
totally afraid, just like how scared i am about shengying's slapps.... my face.... ps. it is a fault to kill you da xiao jie ok!

so as you can see i was totally diao in the face by him. but i got to admit that he did have wonderful funny replies... besides i proved my A1 descriptive writting to be solid!hahas. fun to talk to him really... so those in green are my recent replies to get my revenge hahas. this is fun! lets continue doing this. lucky 17.

roger has be emoing lately... dont know why. only shengying knows apparently since she is the only person he confides to... arh! im so curious. but owells, have to respect his privacy right? hahas

recently i was acting as a no pay part time piano teacher, teaching roger, weile, cheowlin easy songs.. trying to figure out the notes for han jun's song which he played for me... grrr.... fustrating to keep playing notes until you get the melody.....

today lele's phone had to rest cause someone forgot to charge it with energiser.... so his sister could not contact him and guess what?! she called me!! its like what the..... then i asked him how she got my number... and it was because he was in the shower then his sis go peek at his phone..... gonna kill him for that. i hate it when ppl give my number to others without my permission. it feels wrong!!

owels. tmr im going to malaysia to my neighbours kampong. so i wont be going to jarin's house visit... so sad.... :( but i shall go for the next house visit. dont know whose house will be next....

bored? no, dead.

the word boredom is a definite understatement of what i am feeling now. there seem to be so little holidays left since one month has passed, but yet again the month ahead seems soooo long when you have absolutely nothing to do.

im finding a vocal coach now. hopefully if i suceed in doing so i'll be able to spend away afew of my meaningless days.... its like finally i can do something constructive in stead of being rejected in every job interview cause i am too young.

so im like sick now, which means this isnt really a good time to go and find a vocal coach and destroy my throat, but hey, i have nothing left to do. so singing is the next best thing. besides. if i get a good coach, i wont have to take choir as my cca in JC and i can like try out the others, although i still really like choir...

hrm... there's nothing to do!!! arh!! ok, may be i can start on my photo colar--- ok dont know how to spell. but may... may try and attempt to start. haiz.... got to do smth....

cool illusion

so i went onl9 today, still am actually. and was look through games in mofunzone. and i found this really cool illusion thingy. its no game but its really cool! check it out.
http://www.mofunzone.com/online_games/50_optical_illusions.shtml
it loads kinda slowly (maybe its just my com) but be patient. its worth it!
but you may want to turn your speaker off. the background song drove me nuts.

cute foul mouth little person

so today was an ordinary day. went to play bball at 3. and i only remembered at like 2.40+!! and then i rushed and put on my contacts. (so lucky i put them on. so many of them dropped their specs while playing...) lele promised to be there at 4 but was latefor 1 whole hour, which is 60 mins, which is 3600 secs, which is 3600000millisecs. wow.

but we started playing only at 4 cause of rogers incompetency to get everyone together. hahas/ not blaming him but i seldom get chances like this to suan him for suaning me. hahas. we played against 4 young boys. FINALLY! some one shorter than me. it was nice. cause when you hold the ball and raise your hands, they cant get it.

but still, they were pretty good players and managed to score. (i said score, not win, but they were still good). they played 4 against like what, 7 of us? cause they asked for it. hahas. little people are funny and highly good at playing basketball.... (okok, i admit it. it cause im bad at bball that i feel that they rock at it...-.-)

so we were playing and playing and playing. then i kinda tried to intercept the ball from one of them and almost, i said almost, hit one of them like body to body. so, being little people who are even afraid to touch a girl, (when i was on their team, they only shook hands with lele and did an air shake with me...-.-)he shouted out: "ahh!! she jump onto me"

i mean like what the.... jump onto you?! that sounds freaking sick. i said that but he kinda ignored it and continue to ridicule it by shouting to his friends to becareful or i'll jump onto them.... then he said somethings which dint make me feel too good. so i said. "wahlao! asshole la your mouth"

i saw fear in his eyes... or worriedness... or anxiousness... ok, but overall, i saw puppy dog eyes. but that only works well on guys. girls... not so much. so i kept staring at him during the game. mostly cause i did feel abit bad. hahhas. hey! i got a soft heart for little boys. and guess what? he did the cutest thing!

i was like trying to get the ball when from behind me, i heard "sorry" in my left ear then "that one. just now" in my right. he said that. hahas. so i continued to have my eyes on the ball and whispered no prob. hahas. but i dint think he was too assured and then looked at me later. i smiled and said hi and the high cheerful voice. he smiled to and finally managed to play the game properly. hahas. so cute.

so today i havent got to speak to my dad at all. haiz. my room is history. *roll eyes* but i learnt something from yesterday: quarrrelling always beats running away. be confident and not a coward.

Stop shouting!!

so to day was not really a good day.... but i kinda fa xie on my diary already. so i wont come and nagg about it over here. still, i'll leave a poem here so that you can guess what happened.

ps. since this is my bloggie, i can use any english or singlish or agnes-ish language i want :)

No shoutings anymore
It seemed as easy as 1 2 3
to walk out of the door.
Yet like a magnet, repelled away,
cant stand shoutings anymore!

Pulling my hair and scratching my head.
I know not what to do
except sitting on a bench downstairs
and acting like a fool.

I thought and thought and nothing came out,
i feel as bad as ever.
Tears of anger, of sadness and fear
din't come out as i remember.

Slashed out my phone and watched some videos
in attempt to cheer myself up.
It worked really miraculously
until my dad called to harp.

"Come home now!" "Oh whatever~"
Damn! That did not help.
I feel like a plankton, small and green
stuck in a stupid kelp.

"Arghs!" I cried, "What do i do?"
I ignored my dad's call.
I picked my self up and decided to eat
at causeway point mall.

Eating fish zinger, i felt much better
until my dad's sms came.
He was mad and fustrated still
and it made me feel the same.

I lost my appetite, like i said i would,
and gave weile leftovers.
I went to the mrt, am on the way home.
My hands empty, no clovers.

In my rush, i forgot to thank
my lovely friend, Shaoheng.
He stood by me and did console.
My fortune to have him, so 'heng'

Of course over here, i cannot forget
Weile, my little brother.
Without him, at IMM, i'm still at,
forced to be stuck with father.

And so there i was, walking back home,
thinking of possibilities.
Will they be at home, feeling annoyed,
or will they be full of worries?

Inserting the key, opening the gate,
pushing ajar, the door.
I took a peek, praying hard
for no shoutings anymore.

check it out

hey hey. back again.... was really bored today. was doing some drAWINGS on sunset i nsaw yesterday, played battleships with lele and triumph really nicely. i even was so damn bored that i drew a space monkey. went to lele's blog just now. (to go to his blog, check out the links :) )

apprently, he made a weird rule to ensure he does not write ppl's name in it. but if you read his post, you will defintely know who is was talking about from my prev post. and regarding prattie's question, no, we are NOT together.....-.-"

so this post was acvtually not meant to be one today, for im super sian now. but still, it is existing for the sake of pissing someone off who is currently on the phone with me. hahhas. kudos to him. so since i have achieved my aim :):):) i shall stop here.

once again, everyone, go check out the link. its under BP weile. hahhas. aka, nooby. just writing it here so that when he request me to change his link to nooby, you'll know who he is. and till then, hopefully if i remember, i will always add weile=nooby in my other posts as a constant reminder and piss off.

signing off sincerely by the lovely kind non-irritating wonder big sister,
air-ger-ness

PS. hey lele, i hope you do not read this, for it is not meant for you to read. if you do, in some way or other, please push this memory file into your computer's recyling bin, and may your com go wrong again, so that the things in your recyling bin shall forever be erased.

PS. PS. to the ppl who and feeling weird due to my inconstantcy and incoherent thoughts, please pardon me.

PS.PS.PS. le le is not suppose to read this as he is only allowed to listen.

PS.PS.PS.PS. lele still owes me my life size plushie. :)

PS.PS.PS.pS.PS. CHECK IT OUT! go to lele's bloggie.

SMILEYS till next time. cya.
hope i have pissed that person off.

the return of the curse of the hurting legs

EXTRA EXTRA! READ ALL ABOUT IT! THE CURSE OF THE HURTING LEGS IS BACK!

hahahs. haiz.... i realised that recently its like dejavu. remember the post i wrote about my pathetic legs in taiwan? (go to melodies never end at the side bar. press 2009. press april. press leg story..... or you can just press this link: http://princesses-wana-be.blogspot.com/2009/04/leg-story.html if you are one of the lazy ppl like me)

so recently, i had an abrasion on my left knee, which only hurts now and then with stings. then i got a burst blister on my second toe on my right foot while bouncing up and down on heels during prom. a cut that bled also on my right foot while climbing the ropes in West Coast park today. (apparently i did go out with le le today.) and another burst blister/cut (its really quite unclear actually) on my right big toe.

if only pain was a nice feeling, then i'll be so happy. but they are not, espacially under water. bathing is like............ no words to decribe it... or rather too grossome to. its funny how all my injuries were made in the pressence of one person all the time.... ( not blaming that person... just in a slight attempt to shower, no, add guilt onto the person so as to get a bigger plushie...o.0)

so. today was kinda fun, apart from all the pain and ouches. played in the hazadrous playground, which i declare only safe for children under 12. adults shall be prohibited entry and banned on all grounds under the construction of the entangled playing field. :)

watched sunset with lele. was really nice to see the yoke slowly drown in the sea. dint see moon rise, unfortunately. (dint know this phrase actually existed until lele told me... maybe he made it up) hahahs. will put up pics of sunset and prom when i feel like it and get the photos from my friends. ahahas. but in the mean time, you may go look for it on other ppl's facebooks, for mine is dead, and bugg weile.

my NEW stuff

so just like yesterday, i had nothing better to do so im back here again to blogg. hahas. apparently lele is so inspired by my blog that he decided to blog himself!! hahas. hrm.... today my bro got his PSLE results. i dont think he himself is too happy but my family are all satisfied. as in, we cant just ask for more right? my cousin on the other hand, did preety well with a score of 250+ hahas. may she get into her dream school.

hrm.... wanted to go out with lele today. and poke him lots lots lots (to make up for lost time yesterday) after he apologised on behalf of his arrogant fats. :) wonder if i should still go out with him... (not as in a date but as friends.... things are sounding weird around here..... should use better diction....) hahas

what to write about.... there's no feeling for a poem now so will not write one here.... blogging seems like only entertainment now.... haiz.... so after O's life is like this.... going out everyday is so sian too.... grrrr.... think of something to do.... think of something to do....

ohya! remember that my dad promised me a doggy?? he cant now since my grandma doesnt like dogs and is terrified of them. she passed the law that there could only be the dog or her in the house. so all of us had to abide to it and throw away the doggy thought..... (to my dismay) so in return, i politely asked for (demanded) a NEW room (mater bedroom) with a NEW laptop and a NEW dresser with a NEW bed and a NEW wardrobe. and my deman... i mean my requests were readily met. :)

cheowlin said that this was a good trade and also mentioned that i was qiao zha-ing my parents. but hey. a growing girl needs her privacy (room) and i do need to do alot of projects in JC (lappie) and i have to sleep as a human (bed) and i have more cosmetics than my mum so i need a place to put them (dresser) and comeon, obviously i need new clothes ALL the time (wardrobe)/. so as you can see. nothing is for nothing. everything is for something.

hahas. i like the last 2 sentences. they sound nice. hahas. what should i do now.... should i go out and meet weile? hrm.... let see what he says first. :) till next time! adeious for now.

What should i write about??

hahas. wow. like go out everyday like that. today was quite fun. until SOMEONE told me that i touch him until his fats cry... hahas. ok. it sounds wrong. so we went out again to peng han jia and sheng ying's chang on their first day of work. :) hahas. today weile saw my blog and all he could do was laugh and laugh and laugh. is it really funny?? -.^?? zzz

owells. oh. 2days ago, wenjie actually started a conversation with me. i had no idea what to tell him. i decided to stop the conversation with short replies such as "its ok. ok. nothing special". but then it dint work. but at least our conversation was short. i thought long and hard for every reply i gave, in order not to fall again...

it has been long since i've written a poem here. (here, not saying that i dont wirte poems any where else. :) ) so i think it would be in order to sprinkle alittle of my poetic dis-talents here (since this is my blog and you have no right to stop me from writting. and yes. being the boss of me is good.)... (but doesnt that mean that im my own employee too?? *shakes head vigorously in attempt to get thhought out of head*)

What should i write about??
what should i write about?
no inspiration coming here.
it seems to have nothing better to do
except for going out with peers.

my mind cant come out with anything
its blank and white and blah
come on think! shit mygrain!
work the brain juice larh!

type type type and press press press
push your muscled finger
all the time spent in the gym
what did you do, linger?

arh! this aint working! how to write like this?
with the most genius coconut
oh i know, the root of problem
is cause im using my butt.

so i went to the begining to rewrite my start
and ended reading the rest
wow what a poem i've already wrote
oh butt you are the best!

nice?