Bitch slapped

Bitch Slapped

At first i was "alright"
And then I was "nehs"
But then I kept to my promise
And you bitch slapped me in the face.

Sure I don't need it now
It's not a life threatening want
But still I want you to want me
And besides, it's loads of fun.

But yea you turned me down
Two freaking times in fact
Once is embarrassing
But it piled up and stacked.

It's a bitch slap across my face
A bee sting on my dimple
Bear claw marks lay on my cheeks
As I began to whimper.

A sensitive beat root of a head
Pigmentation forming
Hot and searing from the centre
And tears streaming and pouring.

It was a bitch slap across my face.

1 month aniversary

It has been forever since I last wrote a post. School has been going well. It's kinda different from others though. It is REALLY efficient.In the sense that you are learning constantly and i mean constantly. It is always new. You hardly go back and repeat until you understand. Lessons are planned to be something you learn from and not something to re enforce what you have learnt the lesson before.You have to do the catching up yourself. Oh and it is full of presentation and group work. I wonder if it is the same for other schools in NTU. I hope i don't drown.

I have joined Choir as my CCA and have decided to apply for the roles of Student Conductor and Sectional Leader. SC is really new to me and im not sure if im up to it. It would be awesome to try conducting. It would be a totally new experience. But in case i dont get it, i hope to fall on SL.

I am also joining ODAC. Subcomm interviews are tmr. I didnt make the cut to the main comm but its okay. I kinda guessed so before even going for the interview. Hopefully i can manage my time well. Owells, i guess thats all from me now, I have got to do my homework and get ready for, yet more presentations.