prelims are OVER!

hehe!!.... prelims are over!! but have to check our papers like tmr... sian.... so today me, shengying, hanjia, cheowlin went out to play... it was FUN!!!! bought tons of stuff... ok fine, fraction of a ton but still went back with bagssss!!! ahhas.... but its too bad that cheowlin dint get her neoprint she wanted soo badly... hrmm quite late ler.... elaborate on this soon

just like everyone

so i just had my english and ss exams this week. am super tired already. the english was hard and the ss sbq was horrendous so i can predict my results already. but i aint gonna say it least they come true... -.- so im going to chiong history, amaths, physics and literature over the weekends. hopefully the emaths and HCL are easy cause i dont have time to revise.

yester was super tiring. studied until 12 midnight. worte 7 essays in 2.5hours. ended up in extreme pain in my wrist and two of my fingers could not stay straight. all because of ss. oh ya, yesterday, 6 of my classmates were "sick" and skipped school to study for ss. if only my mum allowed me to do that...

ok. Yuda is sounding very weird nowadays. he keep saying stuff that leads me to a conclusion that he likes me. however he refuses to say it which is irritating. owels. i realised that that does not really matter now. unless he speaks up, we're not going anywhere. well, actually, even if he speaks up, im not sure if we are going to go anywhere either. maybe i have to admit that maybe i used to like him alittle? im not sure either, since it only lasted like eh.. less than a week. so maybeit was a super short crush. but now... not so much. will see as life goes... that is if he is willing to speak up.

i feel alittle bad... cause im thinking of wenjie now, but in a 3rd person kind of way. no more indulgence or what sort. can this be seen as some kind of betrayal? since we did not actually break off? but then owels, i did tell him that we are no longer together once he gets on the plane so... wells. at least i dont feel any thing now. probably to both the guys. im just a simple little. well, not little girl. who is on the verge of suffocating due to prelims, just like every one else!!

i got the answer!

hahas! i got my answer to that question le!! he asked me this question once. "if one day i said i like you, do you think that there will be any chemistry between us?" i said it is possible. as in like you wont know what will happen in the future right? so i asked him if he liked me. he said" i said IF" so i asked him again. he said no. then i smiled. i dont know why but i smiled. thats weird right? as in people dont smile when they recieve that type of answer but i did. maybe i dint want to go anywhere other than just friends now. i dont know. hahas. but i dont care. i got my answer!! yay! wonder why he asked me that question though...

i heart you online

love this song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vVdWHADKto
I Heart You Online
Every morning I wake up with lingering dreams of you and my heart is beguile.
I struggle to think just what else I can do,
then log into my favourite online social networking website

I want to be in your profile picture
I want to be a permanent fixture on your wall
You're so beautiful

Wish I could be in your profile status
Featuring the place where you update us
Maybe then i'll hug you online
I heart you online.

I can see from you information
you like japanese animation and stir fry
well so do I
I read the books that you love reading
I must say you're quite appealing.
Maybe you can poke me sometime
I heart you online.
I heart you online.

Ba da ba da da baa
Ba da ba da da baa
Da da da da da da

Click on my face and tell me that you love me!
You signed your message with three kisses,
could be wrong but i think this is
Your way to convey
That my love is not unrequited
But i won't get too excited
Since you're only virtually mine
I heart you online.

I heart you online
I heart you online.

diary captions

在一起的感觉总是甜蜜，无限的。。。
writing my diary is awkward. cause there are captions here and there saying how sweet love is. today should be one of the Best National Day celebrations i have in school. porobably cause i always hove to work in PA for the past 3 years, so at least i get to feel the festive spirit on my final year.

went out with Cheowlin and hanjia today for lunch. ate KFC. we met Jason Phuah along the way, and of course he followed us, hrm. actually i find him ok. kind of pity him a little, being a social outcast. he is not a bad guy, just horribly horribly horribly annoying. hahas. okay, so our 3-some lunch was spoiled.

i smsed yuda today. which keep reminding me about our conversation yesterday. "to see if i got chance or not" he said this. this keeps spinning in my head. arghs! although he said he was just kiddin but he also said that he will let me cling onto his hand again (did that the 1st time cause i was too cold) hrm... i seriously wonder if he meant it. i just want to know. no purpose actually. just hate cliffhangers. why cant he just say either 'i like you' or if he dint want to mean that, just do not even mention this joke at all?! he makes me think about it all day/night long. and i cant just like blatantly ask him right? that will be so paisei for both of us. hope (very very very very strongly) that he can 自动 tell me. heheh.

ohh... i also learnt something about 2 f my friends. i feel bad teasing them now. i keep saying that something was fishy and now i know that they bactually broke up. i feel so bad. oh and then there is also jan's weird-uncuboid-like cube which i have to solve. stupid itchy fingers. oya, and i also have to fix my freaking email cause harrison sent an virus-ed email to me and i kinda opened it and got affected. -.-.... hope it does not crashes the com. XP.

wonders if YD will read this. i want an answer!!