hrm... nothing really, talk about... feel kinda bad that i dint go for the rmun outing (which was eventually cancelled sue to bad attendance) on tue... so i hereby promise to go for the one in Dec if i hav the time that is... thnx Xinmun for actually taking the time to organise it.
am filled with loads of hw now... and am constantly reminded by cheow lin that i indeed have not finished all of them and am slacking off real bad. grr... hrm...
ohh!! i wnt shopping with audrii yesteday!!. its been such a long time!! and we met desmon too (coincidentally) she says... but then it was too much of a coincidence... hahas. so we went shopping for like 3hours and bought nothing for ourselves but a shirt for serene for, guess what, CNY 2010!! hahas. i realised that audrii still keeps in contact with wen jie. owels. it does bugg me anymore. its time to let go... after... 5 months... (as reminded many a time by desmon) hahas.
why are people contantly reminding me of things i do not want to be reminded of?? hahas.
have no idea. but i suddenly thought of this story... (i made it myself so its not very good)
the ole oak tree feels young again
just before it is sliced and cut and chopped down into planks
to become a table for some selfish people
who do not give a heck about the environment
but the planks did not weep
they still stay as strong as ever
as the owners spill water over them
they start to rot and were thrown away
to be made into paper
for the same selfish "cool" people
but the papers did no weep
they became flexible and adapted
to their new owners who scribble on them
before folding them into aeroplanes
to bully innocent "nerds" or "geeks"
as the papers were plucked out of the bubble-gumed heads
they were sent to the shredder
to become strips
but the strips did not weep
they were all put into the same rubbish bin
to be reunited once again
although they were chopped and sliced and shredded
they are now not pieced together
but are peices together
not mended but they were happy
my heart... is it the same? tiny peices of it. smashed with only one mallet....
but i am happy.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Love is like...
Love is like...
an ice-cream? an ice-cube? cool drink??
they mean nothing if there is no heat.
as i cool myself down,
from the warmth deep within,
my mind no longer thinks of you.
i'm no longer at the bridge
durians makes one, anyone, heaty and sick.
i do not want that.
here at my own table,
enjoying my holidays and you are forgotten.
Far Far Away,
not in terms of distance but from my mind
you drifted away when the cool icy chilly wind howls across my face
with a tissue in my hands
to stop the fluid of my ey..nose
from coming out
i bid you goodbye as you disintergrate in front of me
Never to appear again
it is the fault of global warming
this june in summer is awefully cold
as i pull up a blanket to get a little warm
and a cup of coaco, to replace you, is more than sufficient
an ice-cream? an ice-cube? cool drink??
they mean nothing if there is no heat.
as i cool myself down,
from the warmth deep within,
my mind no longer thinks of you.
i'm no longer at the bridge
durians makes one, anyone, heaty and sick.
i do not want that.
here at my own table,
enjoying my holidays and you are forgotten.
Far Far Away,
not in terms of distance but from my mind
you drifted away when the cool icy chilly wind howls across my face
with a tissue in my hands
to stop the fluid of my ey..nose
from coming out
i bid you goodbye as you disintergrate in front of me
Never to appear again
it is the fault of global warming
this june in summer is awefully cold
as i pull up a blanket to get a little warm
and a cup of coaco, to replace you, is more than sufficient
Saturday, June 06, 2009
listen to the disclaimer
hrm... it has been a super long time since i blogged...
lets start with a disclaimer ok?
DISCLAIMER: this IS going to be a very long post. and a very crappy one at that.
thus, having said that, lets give 2secs for all who do not want to waste their "precious" time to, escape. (its given 2 seconds only because it takes less than 2seconds for anyone to click on a button *if you computer isn't soo laggy*)
~2 seconds later~
ok, enough of time watsing. i you still are on this page than im very soory to say that you have to stay on this page as you have already forfeited you chance to click away.
hrm.. after three whole days ok working on RMUN'09 this year, im finnaly awake enough to type this post. (although i still find it hard to keep alert and is already very irritated by my constant typo mistakes. but am still too lazy to change them... stupid hands) hrm... on the 1st day of RMUN, i was like super scared of everyone, like last year, and felt inferior, like last year, since everyone is of a better school than me and that i wasn't in like a debate team like some others are. so i only spoke a miserable 3 times, if i remembered correctly.however, the 1st day was also fun, when we debeted, not about serous issues (damn my typos!), but about LOVE. ahhs... love... love love love love love.
but then, after the first day, i felt much better and managed to squeeze out more energy to raise my plair card more ofteen espacially for the crisis when i was pro-war!! hahas!! after so many years of being anti-war on everything, i finnaly feel the thrill of war!! yea! it rocks. and the best part is that i even have a very reasonable reason for it. im going for war to stop people from being killed. ironic, but yea, it was nice while it lasted until we came into a crompromise and moved onto the other issue which is REALLY BORING.
so the secondary issue involved only 4 members of the P5. apparently, my council ended our 1st part of the crisis later than the other councils and ust when they were about to end their crisis, we have our lovely USA to raise their nuclear alert and make everyone so freaking worried. ahahas. 1st war, than nuclear!! so everyone was saying that my council was the FUNnest. agreed. (to a certain extent) cause after that i became so boring that during the morderated causus (cant be bothered to check up how to spell it. funny. i have been saying that word so many times the past three days. and an extra three days including last years RMUN and yet, i still cant spell it), i spoke something sensible. the chair was like: the chair would like to thank the delegate of Costa Rica for her very sensible comments. and i was loike wide eyes, weird expression as i sat back to my seat. OMG! i spoke sensible. it hardly ever happens.
ok. so than it became even more boring, but still a fun sight to see China, USA, Russia, France bouncng all over the room with their phones arguing (or at least discussing furociously) with their fellow delegations. standing in the mddle of the room with UK as we watched the spectacular sight..ahhhs... good times, good times. then, i wrote a note paper to all of them. it reads ( at least i think it reads like this. cant rmb):
can you all PLEASE come to a compromise so that we can move onto the secondary issue of the SC instead of the crisis so that the rest of the delegate can have a chance to speak up and stop ROTTING at our places. ( apparently, i got all nods)
but i would still like to apologise for my tone in the note though... it wasn't say really nice. and i have to say that i wasn't really very nice during this year RMUN, (although im already voted as nicest delegate who would most likely win everyone's hearts over with my niceness. *do you know how shocked i was whn i heard this?!*) (typoe typos typos... grrrr)
ok, so the crisis WAS indeed settled within the day ( relieve). hahas all the other councils ( at least my delegetion from the other councils) was blaming my council for complicating things during the crisisi.
the next day, ( see, i told you to listen to the disclaimer!! it is even on the title!) i think i spammed thew councik, with my speaches. ok, maybe not spammed, but i at least i spoke alot. well, at least i was quite agitated about the seconary issue since there really issnt anth else to do so i spent my time researching the night before. yea, ok, so i talked, and was given a note by the chair which reads: smth smth good job! you points and spot on and smth smth. keep it up!
hahas. but then, the issue is also resolved. and we had the laxa... ok, i cant rmb what it is called, much less spell it... was about to call it laxative but then..... ok, you get my point. and france wrote 7Haikus on a reso written and PASSED by Ecosoc (i think) 2. and in turn, i decided to write some my self.
RMUN Haiku
Last day of RMUN
was really nice and funny,
France and hs Haikus.
Talked bout refugees
in promise land north korea, ( that is if you pronounce korea as ko-rea with rea as one syllable)
bombed to make more space.
For the world's people
who overpopulates it,
so its a problem.
One solution is
for people to live in space,
Males Mars; girls Venus.
Under the ruling
of superb Costa Rica,
Queen of Universe!
hahas. sorry Japan, but until your non-existant samurai army is up, Costa Rica will rule with her non-existant army and very efficient small tiny mini police force. and to you cutting off our anime, we are not affected! har!
okoks, then, it was the D & D. had fun.. screamed and danced until i remembered that i do have a DSA audition today and stoped in the middle and emo-ed cause i became afraid tha my voice will die tmr and that i have no idea where to report and what to prepare. and that would not have been a problem is i do have the person-in-charge's number. but then, i still enjoyed myself in the end aft i managed to solve the problem. (damn the typos once agains! damn my "again")
owells, i think you trapped people would most probably be falling asleep aft listening to( or at least trying to) my long post, which actually still have alot to say, but will stop here as i am the niceset delegate who would most probably win over everyone's hearts. :D
the clock ticks away, leaving me with only 24 days more to linger
lets start with a disclaimer ok?
DISCLAIMER: this IS going to be a very long post. and a very crappy one at that.
thus, having said that, lets give 2secs for all who do not want to waste their "precious" time to, escape. (its given 2 seconds only because it takes less than 2seconds for anyone to click on a button *if you computer isn't soo laggy*)
~2 seconds later~
ok, enough of time watsing. i you still are on this page than im very soory to say that you have to stay on this page as you have already forfeited you chance to click away.
hrm.. after three whole days ok working on RMUN'09 this year, im finnaly awake enough to type this post. (although i still find it hard to keep alert and is already very irritated by my constant typo mistakes. but am still too lazy to change them... stupid hands) hrm... on the 1st day of RMUN, i was like super scared of everyone, like last year, and felt inferior, like last year, since everyone is of a better school than me and that i wasn't in like a debate team like some others are. so i only spoke a miserable 3 times, if i remembered correctly.however, the 1st day was also fun, when we debeted, not about serous issues (damn my typos!), but about LOVE. ahhs... love... love love love love love.
but then, after the first day, i felt much better and managed to squeeze out more energy to raise my plair card more ofteen espacially for the crisis when i was pro-war!! hahas!! after so many years of being anti-war on everything, i finnaly feel the thrill of war!! yea! it rocks. and the best part is that i even have a very reasonable reason for it. im going for war to stop people from being killed. ironic, but yea, it was nice while it lasted until we came into a crompromise and moved onto the other issue which is REALLY BORING.
so the secondary issue involved only 4 members of the P5. apparently, my council ended our 1st part of the crisis later than the other councils and ust when they were about to end their crisis, we have our lovely USA to raise their nuclear alert and make everyone so freaking worried. ahahas. 1st war, than nuclear!! so everyone was saying that my council was the FUNnest. agreed. (to a certain extent) cause after that i became so boring that during the morderated causus (cant be bothered to check up how to spell it. funny. i have been saying that word so many times the past three days. and an extra three days including last years RMUN and yet, i still cant spell it), i spoke something sensible. the chair was like: the chair would like to thank the delegate of Costa Rica for her very sensible comments. and i was loike wide eyes, weird expression as i sat back to my seat. OMG! i spoke sensible. it hardly ever happens.
ok. so than it became even more boring, but still a fun sight to see China, USA, Russia, France bouncng all over the room with their phones arguing (or at least discussing furociously) with their fellow delegations. standing in the mddle of the room with UK as we watched the spectacular sight..ahhhs... good times, good times. then, i wrote a note paper to all of them. it reads ( at least i think it reads like this. cant rmb):
can you all PLEASE come to a compromise so that we can move onto the secondary issue of the SC instead of the crisis so that the rest of the delegate can have a chance to speak up and stop ROTTING at our places. ( apparently, i got all nods)
but i would still like to apologise for my tone in the note though... it wasn't say really nice. and i have to say that i wasn't really very nice during this year RMUN, (although im already voted as nicest delegate who would most likely win everyone's hearts over with my niceness. *do you know how shocked i was whn i heard this?!*) (typoe typos typos... grrrr)
ok, so the crisis WAS indeed settled within the day ( relieve). hahas all the other councils ( at least my delegetion from the other councils) was blaming my council for complicating things during the crisisi.
the next day, ( see, i told you to listen to the disclaimer!! it is even on the title!) i think i spammed thew councik, with my speaches. ok, maybe not spammed, but i at least i spoke alot. well, at least i was quite agitated about the seconary issue since there really issnt anth else to do so i spent my time researching the night before. yea, ok, so i talked, and was given a note by the chair which reads: smth smth good job! you points and spot on and smth smth. keep it up!
hahas. but then, the issue is also resolved. and we had the laxa... ok, i cant rmb what it is called, much less spell it... was about to call it laxative but then..... ok, you get my point. and france wrote 7Haikus on a reso written and PASSED by Ecosoc (i think) 2. and in turn, i decided to write some my self.
RMUN Haiku
Last day of RMUN
was really nice and funny,
France and hs Haikus.
Talked bout refugees
in promise land north korea, ( that is if you pronounce korea as ko-rea with rea as one syllable)
bombed to make more space.
For the world's people
who overpopulates it,
so its a problem.
One solution is
for people to live in space,
Males Mars; girls Venus.
Under the ruling
of superb Costa Rica,
Queen of Universe!
hahas. sorry Japan, but until your non-existant samurai army is up, Costa Rica will rule with her non-existant army and very efficient small tiny mini police force. and to you cutting off our anime, we are not affected! har!
okoks, then, it was the D & D. had fun.. screamed and danced until i remembered that i do have a DSA audition today and stoped in the middle and emo-ed cause i became afraid tha my voice will die tmr and that i have no idea where to report and what to prepare. and that would not have been a problem is i do have the person-in-charge's number. but then, i still enjoyed myself in the end aft i managed to solve the problem. (damn the typos once agains! damn my "again")
owells, i think you trapped people would most probably be falling asleep aft listening to( or at least trying to) my long post, which actually still have alot to say, but will stop here as i am the niceset delegate who would most probably win over everyone's hearts. :D
the clock ticks away, leaving me with only 24 days more to linger
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