hrm... nothing really, talk about... feel kinda bad that i dint go for the rmun outing (which was eventually cancelled sue to bad attendance) on tue... so i hereby promise to go for the one in Dec if i hav the time that is... thnx Xinmun for actually taking the time to organise it.
am filled with loads of hw now... and am constantly reminded by cheow lin that i indeed have not finished all of them and am slacking off real bad. grr... hrm...
ohh!! i wnt shopping with audrii yesteday!!. its been such a long time!! and we met desmon too (coincidentally) she says... but then it was too much of a coincidence... hahas. so we went shopping for like 3hours and bought nothing for ourselves but a shirt for serene for, guess what, CNY 2010!! hahas. i realised that audrii still keeps in contact with wen jie. owels. it does bugg me anymore. its time to let go... after... 5 months... (as reminded many a time by desmon) hahas.
why are people contantly reminding me of things i do not want to be reminded of?? hahas.
have no idea. but i suddenly thought of this story... (i made it myself so its not very good)
the ole oak tree feels young again
just before it is sliced and cut and chopped down into planks
to become a table for some selfish people
who do not give a heck about the environment
but the planks did not weep
they still stay as strong as ever
as the owners spill water over them
they start to rot and were thrown away
to be made into paper
for the same selfish "cool" people
but the papers did no weep
they became flexible and adapted
to their new owners who scribble on them
before folding them into aeroplanes
to bully innocent "nerds" or "geeks"
as the papers were plucked out of the bubble-gumed heads
they were sent to the shredder
to become strips
but the strips did not weep
they were all put into the same rubbish bin
to be reunited once again
although they were chopped and sliced and shredded
they are now not pieced together
but are peices together
not mended but they were happy
my heart... is it the same? tiny peices of it. smashed with only one mallet....
but i am happy.
