Oh dear bloggie, how could i have forgotten about you? You were always there when I needed to vent my emotions. You were there when I forgot to keep you updated. And yet, you are still here when I need you once again. You are constant; never changing, just the way I love it.
I feel like im going bonkers and may have developed a slight addiction for bubble tea. I have been pushing really hard. I swear I am. Balancing school work with more school work. It's tough. I regret ever saying that uni was slack. It was nonsense. Thanks for putting me straight, Karma.
Projects are pilling up like I've never seen before. I don't even dare pen them down, in fear of seeing a mass of blue that reflects the amount of work yet to be done. I haven't been doing as well as I hoped so projects and the end of year exams are crucial. That's why Im pushing for the projects to be done early. I dont want to be fretting over them when the exams draw near. I'm pushing and pushing. Ironically, the one that is due the soonest is the one least done.
I doubt the bubble tea is calming me down. I don't know if the slight (if any) caffeine is what I am relying on the keep awake during the wee hours of the night. I'm getting kind of irritated with some of my groupmates. I don't know if its the crankiness talking or if i'm over thinking their responses.Others? They are awesome. Shit ass. This sucks.
I have so much pent up energy but I am so tired at the same time. I need to draft, even a short poem will probably help me release some of the pressure in me. But, I should be working on my project even as we speak (or rather as I speak). Maybe I'll draft one later. We'll see.
