so today was an ordinary day. went to play bball at 3. and i only remembered at like 2.40+!! and then i rushed and put on my contacts. (so lucky i put them on. so many of them dropped their specs while playing...) lele promised to be there at 4 but was latefor 1 whole hour, which is 60 mins, which is 3600 secs, which is 3600000millisecs. wow.
but we started playing only at 4 cause of rogers incompetency to get everyone together. hahas/ not blaming him but i seldom get chances like this to suan him for suaning me. hahas. we played against 4 young boys. FINALLY! some one shorter than me. it was nice. cause when you hold the ball and raise your hands, they cant get it.
but still, they were pretty good players and managed to score. (i said score, not win, but they were still good). they played 4 against like what, 7 of us? cause they asked for it. hahas. little people are funny and highly good at playing basketball.... (okok, i admit it. it cause im bad at bball that i feel that they rock at it...-.-)
so we were playing and playing and playing. then i kinda tried to intercept the ball from one of them and almost, i said almost, hit one of them like body to body. so, being little people who are even afraid to touch a girl, (when i was on their team, they only shook hands with lele and did an air shake with me...-.-)he shouted out: "ahh!! she jump onto me"
i mean like what the.... jump onto you?! that sounds freaking sick. i said that but he kinda ignored it and continue to ridicule it by shouting to his friends to becareful or i'll jump onto them.... then he said somethings which dint make me feel too good. so i said. "wahlao! asshole la your mouth"
i saw fear in his eyes... or worriedness... or anxiousness... ok, but overall, i saw puppy dog eyes. but that only works well on guys. girls... not so much. so i kept staring at him during the game. mostly cause i did feel abit bad. hahhas. hey! i got a soft heart for little boys. and guess what? he did the cutest thing!
i was like trying to get the ball when from behind me, i heard "sorry" in my left ear then "that one. just now" in my right. he said that. hahas. so i continued to have my eyes on the ball and whispered no prob. hahas. but i dint think he was too assured and then looked at me later. i smiled and said hi and the high cheerful voice. he smiled to and finally managed to play the game properly. hahas. so cute.
so today i havent got to speak to my dad at all. haiz. my room is history. *roll eyes* but i learnt something from yesterday: quarrrelling always beats running away. be confident and not a coward.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Stop shouting!!
so to day was not really a good day.... but i kinda fa xie on my diary already. so i wont come and nagg about it over here. still, i'll leave a poem here so that you can guess what happened.
ps. since this is my bloggie, i can use any english or singlish or agnes-ish language i want :)
No shoutings anymore
It seemed as easy as 1 2 3
to walk out of the door.
Yet like a magnet, repelled away,
cant stand shoutings anymore!
Pulling my hair and scratching my head.
I know not what to do
except sitting on a bench downstairs
and acting like a fool.
I thought and thought and nothing came out,
i feel as bad as ever.
Tears of anger, of sadness and fear
din't come out as i remember.
Slashed out my phone and watched some videos
in attempt to cheer myself up.
It worked really miraculously
until my dad called to harp.
"Come home now!" "Oh whatever~"
Damn! That did not help.
I feel like a plankton, small and green
stuck in a stupid kelp.
"Arghs!" I cried, "What do i do?"
I ignored my dad's call.
I picked my self up and decided to eat
at causeway point mall.
Eating fish zinger, i felt much better
until my dad's sms came.
He was mad and fustrated still
and it made me feel the same.
I lost my appetite, like i said i would,
and gave weile leftovers.
I went to the mrt, am on the way home.
My hands empty, no clovers.
In my rush, i forgot to thank
my lovely friend, Shaoheng.
He stood by me and did console.
My fortune to have him, so 'heng'
Of course over here, i cannot forget
Weile, my little brother.
Without him, at IMM, i'm still at,
forced to be stuck with father.
And so there i was, walking back home,
thinking of possibilities.
Will they be at home, feeling annoyed,
or will they be full of worries?
Inserting the key, opening the gate,
pushing ajar, the door.
I took a peek, praying hard
for no shoutings anymore.
ps. since this is my bloggie, i can use any english or singlish or agnes-ish language i want :)
No shoutings anymore
It seemed as easy as 1 2 3
to walk out of the door.
Yet like a magnet, repelled away,
cant stand shoutings anymore!
Pulling my hair and scratching my head.
I know not what to do
except sitting on a bench downstairs
and acting like a fool.
I thought and thought and nothing came out,
i feel as bad as ever.
Tears of anger, of sadness and fear
din't come out as i remember.
Slashed out my phone and watched some videos
in attempt to cheer myself up.
It worked really miraculously
until my dad called to harp.
"Come home now!" "Oh whatever~"
Damn! That did not help.
I feel like a plankton, small and green
stuck in a stupid kelp.
"Arghs!" I cried, "What do i do?"
I ignored my dad's call.
I picked my self up and decided to eat
at causeway point mall.
Eating fish zinger, i felt much better
until my dad's sms came.
He was mad and fustrated still
and it made me feel the same.
I lost my appetite, like i said i would,
and gave weile leftovers.
I went to the mrt, am on the way home.
My hands empty, no clovers.
In my rush, i forgot to thank
my lovely friend, Shaoheng.
He stood by me and did console.
My fortune to have him, so 'heng'
Of course over here, i cannot forget
Weile, my little brother.
Without him, at IMM, i'm still at,
forced to be stuck with father.
And so there i was, walking back home,
thinking of possibilities.
Will they be at home, feeling annoyed,
or will they be full of worries?
Inserting the key, opening the gate,
pushing ajar, the door.
I took a peek, praying hard
for no shoutings anymore.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
check it out
hey hey. back again.... was really bored today. was doing some drAWINGS on sunset i nsaw yesterday, played battleships with lele and triumph really nicely. i even was so damn bored that i drew a space monkey. went to lele's blog just now. (to go to his blog, check out the links :) )
apprently, he made a weird rule to ensure he does not write ppl's name in it. but if you read his post, you will defintely know who is was talking about from my prev post. and regarding prattie's question, no, we are NOT together.....-.-"
so this post was acvtually not meant to be one today, for im super sian now. but still, it is existing for the sake of pissing someone off who is currently on the phone with me. hahhas. kudos to him. so since i have achieved my aim :):):) i shall stop here.
once again, everyone, go check out the link. its under BP weile. hahhas. aka, nooby. just writing it here so that when he request me to change his link to nooby, you'll know who he is. and till then, hopefully if i remember, i will always add weile=nooby in my other posts as a constant reminder and piss off.
signing off sincerely by the lovely kind non-irritating wonder big sister,
air-ger-ness
PS. hey lele, i hope you do not read this, for it is not meant for you to read. if you do, in some way or other, please push this memory file into your computer's recyling bin, and may your com go wrong again, so that the things in your recyling bin shall forever be erased.
PS. PS. to the ppl who and feeling weird due to my inconstantcy and incoherent thoughts, please pardon me.
PS.PS.PS. le le is not suppose to read this as he is only allowed to listen.
PS.PS.PS.PS. lele still owes me my life size plushie. :)
PS.PS.PS.pS.PS. CHECK IT OUT! go to lele's bloggie.
SMILEYS till next time. cya.
hope i have pissed that person off.
apprently, he made a weird rule to ensure he does not write ppl's name in it. but if you read his post, you will defintely know who is was talking about from my prev post. and regarding prattie's question, no, we are NOT together.....-.-"
so this post was acvtually not meant to be one today, for im super sian now. but still, it is existing for the sake of pissing someone off who is currently on the phone with me. hahhas. kudos to him. so since i have achieved my aim :):):) i shall stop here.
once again, everyone, go check out the link. its under BP weile. hahhas. aka, nooby. just writing it here so that when he request me to change his link to nooby, you'll know who he is. and till then, hopefully if i remember, i will always add weile=nooby in my other posts as a constant reminder and piss off.
signing off sincerely by the lovely kind non-irritating wonder big sister,
air-ger-ness
PS. hey lele, i hope you do not read this, for it is not meant for you to read. if you do, in some way or other, please push this memory file into your computer's recyling bin, and may your com go wrong again, so that the things in your recyling bin shall forever be erased.
PS. PS. to the ppl who and feeling weird due to my inconstantcy and incoherent thoughts, please pardon me.
PS.PS.PS. le le is not suppose to read this as he is only allowed to listen.
PS.PS.PS.PS. lele still owes me my life size plushie. :)
PS.PS.PS.pS.PS. CHECK IT OUT! go to lele's bloggie.
SMILEYS till next time. cya.
hope i have pissed that person off.
Friday, November 27, 2009
the return of the curse of the hurting legs
EXTRA EXTRA! READ ALL ABOUT IT! THE CURSE OF THE HURTING LEGS IS BACK!
hahahs. haiz.... i realised that recently its like dejavu. remember the post i wrote about my pathetic legs in taiwan? (go to melodies never end at the side bar. press 2009. press april. press leg story..... or you can just press this link: http://princesses-wana-be.blogspot.com/2009/04/leg-story.html if you are one of the lazy ppl like me)
so recently, i had an abrasion on my left knee, which only hurts now and then with stings. then i got a burst blister on my second toe on my right foot while bouncing up and down on heels during prom. a cut that bled also on my right foot while climbing the ropes in West Coast park today. (apparently i did go out with le le today.) and another burst blister/cut (its really quite unclear actually) on my right big toe.
if only pain was a nice feeling, then i'll be so happy. but they are not, espacially under water. bathing is like............ no words to decribe it... or rather too grossome to. its funny how all my injuries were made in the pressence of one person all the time.... ( not blaming that person... just in a slight attempt to shower, no, add guilt onto the person so as to get a bigger plushie...o.0)
so. today was kinda fun, apart from all the pain and ouches. played in the hazadrous playground, which i declare only safe for children under 12. adults shall be prohibited entry and banned on all grounds under the construction of the entangled playing field. :)
watched sunset with lele. was really nice to see the yoke slowly drown in the sea. dint see moon rise, unfortunately. (dint know this phrase actually existed until lele told me... maybe he made it up) hahahs. will put up pics of sunset and prom when i feel like it and get the photos from my friends. ahahas. but in the mean time, you may go look for it on other ppl's facebooks, for mine is dead, and bugg weile.
hahahs. haiz.... i realised that recently its like dejavu. remember the post i wrote about my pathetic legs in taiwan? (go to melodies never end at the side bar. press 2009. press april. press leg story..... or you can just press this link: http://princesses-wana-be.blogspot.com/2009/04/leg-story.html if you are one of the lazy ppl like me)
so recently, i had an abrasion on my left knee, which only hurts now and then with stings. then i got a burst blister on my second toe on my right foot while bouncing up and down on heels during prom. a cut that bled also on my right foot while climbing the ropes in West Coast park today. (apparently i did go out with le le today.) and another burst blister/cut (its really quite unclear actually) on my right big toe.
if only pain was a nice feeling, then i'll be so happy. but they are not, espacially under water. bathing is like............ no words to decribe it... or rather too grossome to. its funny how all my injuries were made in the pressence of one person all the time.... ( not blaming that person... just in a slight attempt to shower, no, add guilt onto the person so as to get a bigger plushie...o.0)
so. today was kinda fun, apart from all the pain and ouches. played in the hazadrous playground, which i declare only safe for children under 12. adults shall be prohibited entry and banned on all grounds under the construction of the entangled playing field. :)
watched sunset with lele. was really nice to see the yoke slowly drown in the sea. dint see moon rise, unfortunately. (dint know this phrase actually existed until lele told me... maybe he made it up) hahahs. will put up pics of sunset and prom when i feel like it and get the photos from my friends. ahahas. but in the mean time, you may go look for it on other ppl's facebooks, for mine is dead, and bugg weile.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
my NEW stuff
so just like yesterday, i had nothing better to do so im back here again to blogg. hahas. apparently lele is so inspired by my blog that he decided to blog himself!! hahas. hrm.... today my bro got his PSLE results. i dont think he himself is too happy but my family are all satisfied. as in, we cant just ask for more right? my cousin on the other hand, did preety well with a score of 250+ hahas. may she get into her dream school.
hrm.... wanted to go out with lele today. and poke him lots lots lots (to make up for lost time yesterday) after he apologised on behalf of his arrogant fats. :) wonder if i should still go out with him... (not as in a date but as friends.... things are sounding weird around here..... should use better diction....) hahas
what to write about.... there's no feeling for a poem now so will not write one here.... blogging seems like only entertainment now.... haiz.... so after O's life is like this.... going out everyday is so sian too.... grrrr.... think of something to do.... think of something to do....
ohya! remember that my dad promised me a doggy?? he cant now since my grandma doesnt like dogs and is terrified of them. she passed the law that there could only be the dog or her in the house. so all of us had to abide to it and throw away the doggy thought..... (to my dismay) so in return, i politely asked for (demanded) a NEW room (mater bedroom) with a NEW laptop and a NEW dresser with a NEW bed and a NEW wardrobe. and my deman... i mean my requests were readily met. :)
cheowlin said that this was a good trade and also mentioned that i was qiao zha-ing my parents. but hey. a growing girl needs her privacy (room) and i do need to do alot of projects in JC (lappie) and i have to sleep as a human (bed) and i have more cosmetics than my mum so i need a place to put them (dresser) and comeon, obviously i need new clothes ALL the time (wardrobe)/. so as you can see. nothing is for nothing. everything is for something.
hahas. i like the last 2 sentences. they sound nice. hahas. what should i do now.... should i go out and meet weile? hrm.... let see what he says first. :) till next time! adeious for now.
hrm.... wanted to go out with lele today. and poke him lots lots lots (to make up for lost time yesterday) after he apologised on behalf of his arrogant fats. :) wonder if i should still go out with him... (not as in a date but as friends.... things are sounding weird around here..... should use better diction....) hahas
what to write about.... there's no feeling for a poem now so will not write one here.... blogging seems like only entertainment now.... haiz.... so after O's life is like this.... going out everyday is so sian too.... grrrr.... think of something to do.... think of something to do....
ohya! remember that my dad promised me a doggy?? he cant now since my grandma doesnt like dogs and is terrified of them. she passed the law that there could only be the dog or her in the house. so all of us had to abide to it and throw away the doggy thought..... (to my dismay) so in return, i politely asked for (demanded) a NEW room (mater bedroom) with a NEW laptop and a NEW dresser with a NEW bed and a NEW wardrobe. and my deman... i mean my requests were readily met. :)
cheowlin said that this was a good trade and also mentioned that i was qiao zha-ing my parents. but hey. a growing girl needs her privacy (room) and i do need to do alot of projects in JC (lappie) and i have to sleep as a human (bed) and i have more cosmetics than my mum so i need a place to put them (dresser) and comeon, obviously i need new clothes ALL the time (wardrobe)/. so as you can see. nothing is for nothing. everything is for something.
hahas. i like the last 2 sentences. they sound nice. hahas. what should i do now.... should i go out and meet weile? hrm.... let see what he says first. :) till next time! adeious for now.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
What should i write about??
hahas. wow. like go out everyday like that. today was quite fun. until SOMEONE told me that i touch him until his fats cry... hahas. ok. it sounds wrong. so we went out again to peng han jia and sheng ying's chang on their first day of work. :) hahas. today weile saw my blog and all he could do was laugh and laugh and laugh. is it really funny?? -.^?? zzz
owells. oh. 2days ago, wenjie actually started a conversation with me. i had no idea what to tell him. i decided to stop the conversation with short replies such as "its ok. ok. nothing special". but then it dint work. but at least our conversation was short. i thought long and hard for every reply i gave, in order not to fall again...
it has been long since i've written a poem here. (here, not saying that i dont wirte poems any where else. :) ) so i think it would be in order to sprinkle alittle of my poetic dis-talents here (since this is my blog and you have no right to stop me from writting. and yes. being the boss of me is good.)... (but doesnt that mean that im my own employee too?? *shakes head vigorously in attempt to get thhought out of head*)
What should i write about??
what should i write about?
no inspiration coming here.
it seems to have nothing better to do
except for going out with peers.
my mind cant come out with anything
its blank and white and blah
come on think! shit mygrain!
work the brain juice larh!
type type type and press press press
push your muscled finger
all the time spent in the gym
what did you do, linger?
arh! this aint working! how to write like this?
with the most genius coconut
oh i know, the root of problem
is cause im using my butt.
so i went to the begining to rewrite my start
and ended reading the rest
wow what a poem i've already wrote
oh butt you are the best!
nice?
owells. oh. 2days ago, wenjie actually started a conversation with me. i had no idea what to tell him. i decided to stop the conversation with short replies such as "its ok. ok. nothing special". but then it dint work. but at least our conversation was short. i thought long and hard for every reply i gave, in order not to fall again...
it has been long since i've written a poem here. (here, not saying that i dont wirte poems any where else. :) ) so i think it would be in order to sprinkle alittle of my poetic dis-talents here (since this is my blog and you have no right to stop me from writting. and yes. being the boss of me is good.)... (but doesnt that mean that im my own employee too?? *shakes head vigorously in attempt to get thhought out of head*)
What should i write about??
what should i write about?
no inspiration coming here.
it seems to have nothing better to do
except for going out with peers.
my mind cant come out with anything
its blank and white and blah
come on think! shit mygrain!
work the brain juice larh!
type type type and press press press
push your muscled finger
all the time spent in the gym
what did you do, linger?
arh! this aint working! how to write like this?
with the most genius coconut
oh i know, the root of problem
is cause im using my butt.
so i went to the begining to rewrite my start
and ended reading the rest
wow what a poem i've already wrote
oh butt you are the best!
nice?
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
"O" stands for Over..
hahas O's are finally over. the last day we get to study together was kinda sad actually. dint think 4years would pass so fast. i wonder what to do for the 2month long holiday. i cant go to work cause i am yet 16...-.- but its ok. dint want to work actually. working was just to spend more time with my friends. so now i shall just be the qian jin da xiao jie i am and, hopefully, forever shall be. hahas.
so far, afew events happened:
1. my clique and another clique, seeing that both are all single gendered, merged.
2. watched 2012 and squashed lele’s hands
3. almost lost my handphone, wallet, and lost my bangles all on the same day
4. went to the gym
5. went for my choir ROD. And was invited to learn new songs and help choir during open house
6. bought a new wallet after sourcing for it for 8hours
7. destroyed my jian fei ji hua by eating half a bowl of noodles after starving for a day
8. played badminton with marcus hoping to destroy the excess weight I gain from the noodles, the barbecue, the Japanese restaurant, macdonalds…etc. (damn! Im growing fat!)
9. made lele my older brother
10. decided to change roles with lele since I was not used to call someone gor.
11. went to shaoheng’s house to play polka cards and hear his bro say “screw you” over and over and over again
And things that are going or suppose to happen:1. Watch paranormal activities and puree lele’s hands
2. have a birthday surprise
3. go for singing lessons
4.teach lele how to play his a dozen a day
5. and anything else which I have yet to think of. :)
so far, afew events happened:
1. my clique and another clique, seeing that both are all single gendered, merged.
2. watched 2012 and squashed lele’s hands
3. almost lost my handphone, wallet, and lost my bangles all on the same day
4. went to the gym
5. went for my choir ROD. And was invited to learn new songs and help choir during open house
6. bought a new wallet after sourcing for it for 8hours
7. destroyed my jian fei ji hua by eating half a bowl of noodles after starving for a day
8. played badminton with marcus hoping to destroy the excess weight I gain from the noodles, the barbecue, the Japanese restaurant, macdonalds…etc. (damn! Im growing fat!)
9. made lele my older brother
10. decided to change roles with lele since I was not used to call someone gor.
11. went to shaoheng’s house to play polka cards and hear his bro say “screw you” over and over and over again
And things that are going or suppose to happen:1. Watch paranormal activities and puree lele’s hands
2. have a birthday surprise
3. go for singing lessons
4.teach lele how to play his a dozen a day
5. and anything else which I have yet to think of. :)
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