my game face back on

it has been quite a long time since my last post. been to the blog quite a number of times, thought about what to blog quite a number of times too. just dint actually bothered to sign in and blog. isnt it lucky that the internet wont ever go mouldy?

got back my promo results already. not exactly estatic but am satisfied. cant ask for too much in life. got B B C D E for Bio Math Lit Chem and GP respectively. got to work on GP and chem. i guess i improved on most of my subjects except math. but think i deserved it for neglecting it.

yesterday i saw tears. practically flooding the LT. and i also saw joy bobbing in the sea. there was also others, though having diasppointment on their faces, kept their shoulders' strong for another disappointed face.

People were all thinking about their future. some thinking about the near future- how to break the news to their parents. some thinking abit futher- about whether they would get promoted. some worry about their A level grades, some worry about their career. the better ones were thinking about the extra H3 they would apply, while the satisfied ones thought about the ways to celebrate. yes, everyone was thinking about their future. i was thinking... cant remember it.

PW OP is comming up. and i think im far from ready. dont know how im fairing but im not as confident as i think i should be. people seem to not give me any comments at all. good or bad, there cant be no comments at all. i want concrete advice. i want to get better. this is not helping.

maybe i should get back to doing up my I&R... everything is sucking the life out of me. dont know how i used to be able to embrace everything that was shot at me. dont know how i used to be able to juggle everything. why is now so little, so boring, yet so exhausting? needa get my game face back on.

Caught Cha

Caught Cha
"I need you in this tub!
One brewing so green,
With bubbles of hate
And ingredients of mean.

A sprinkle of petals
From Sanguinaria Canadensis¹.
A dash of black widows
Glued to wings of Morpho Peleides².

Stir it with a bone
From a dinosaur’s paw.
Now, a few more earwigs.
Yes, in they fall!

Turn up the heat,
And ground hard those flies.
Make sure you don’t forget
To marinate the mice!

Put all those lizards in
Don’t let them go to waste,
And drop in a few eyeballs
Just to enhance the taste.

To give it a crunch,
Hrm, what shall I pick?
Ah, a few clipped toenails
Shall do the trick!

Bob your head in!
I’d like you well-done.
You know you can’t escape
So don’t try to run.

You should have known better
Than to be the snitch.
Guess that’s what you’ll get
For messing with a witch!”


¹ scientific name for the poisonous Bloodroot flower
² scientific name for the Common Blue Morpho butterfly

post promo

ok, so yesterday i had my last two promo papers. dint think i did very well for promos but shall heck it and enjoy (while i can) now (before results are released). reached home round 11+ yesterday after leaving bryan's house where he studied and i lazzed around. he looked stressed about math, but no one could beat han jun's face during dinner. owels, hope he felt better after my treat. :) (stupid $5.50 mango smoothie...)

ok, so anyway, i was thinking yesterday night whether to do smth sweet for them to encourage them for math. but i was too lazy. so now i shall encourage them for chem instead. hang in there friends!!

arhs.. but im too lazy again... guess that's what post-promo syndrome does to you.. hahas.