it has been quite a long time since my last post. been to the blog quite a number of times, thought about what to blog quite a number of times too. just dint actually bothered to sign in and blog. isnt it lucky that the internet wont ever go mouldy?
got back my promo results already. not exactly estatic but am satisfied. cant ask for too much in life. got B B C D E for Bio Math Lit Chem and GP respectively. got to work on GP and chem. i guess i improved on most of my subjects except math. but think i deserved it for neglecting it.
yesterday i saw tears. practically flooding the LT. and i also saw joy bobbing in the sea. there was also others, though having diasppointment on their faces, kept their shoulders' strong for another disappointed face.
People were all thinking about their future. some thinking about the near future- how to break the news to their parents. some thinking abit futher- about whether they would get promoted. some worry about their A level grades, some worry about their career. the better ones were thinking about the extra H3 they would apply, while the satisfied ones thought about the ways to celebrate. yes, everyone was thinking about their future. i was thinking... cant remember it.
PW OP is comming up. and i think im far from ready. dont know how im fairing but im not as confident as i think i should be. people seem to not give me any comments at all. good or bad, there cant be no comments at all. i want concrete advice. i want to get better. this is not helping.
maybe i should get back to doing up my I&R... everything is sucking the life out of me. dont know how i used to be able to embrace everything that was shot at me. dont know how i used to be able to juggle everything. why is now so little, so boring, yet so exhausting? needa get my game face back on.
