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Sunday, January 31, 2010

Friend recipe

Friend recipie
my heart just crashes, aches and breaks,
as my eyes observe every one step you take.
you back view i see, under the shopping mall's lights
so familiar yet far, what landed us in this plight?

i dont know what force, or magic voodoo
but i just automatically trott right behind you.
red eyes that glisten from the shine above
obviously show that it is you that i love.

a finger was touched, by my hand, reached out
in return you pulled away yours and caused me to pout.
"leave me alone!" again you harp
yet i remembered your preaches-to never give up!

i grabbed your hand and there was silence still
so quiet as though when provoked, it would kill.
at least we arent seperated now, so things won't turn bad
and that is the recipe to get back your friends

be with them whether they're up or they're down
and take awkward pictures when they turn around
laugh at their jokes no matter how stupid it seems
for just a simple movement will create many beems

when the friendship movie is going good remember not to shout "cut!"
just let it roll, do a hi-five, hi-elbow or even hi-butt!
sing karaoke, or play some lil' games
but caution the choice, no one likes playing lame

when things arent as good, dont turn over your back
and remember to never push the blame into someone else's sack
lend a shoulder and reach out your hand
let out a smile and embrace your friend.

Friday, January 29, 2010

boredom away!

hey peeps!
how's you second day of sch?? for me, it was much much much more fun than yesterday. mostly because i couldn't help being bored all the time and as you guys know me, im too enthu, high and restless to do absolutely nothing!

so, to take away the boredom in me, i started a game with the people around me and guess what? most of the OG just came and joined us without us asking! even people from other OGs came too. the power of poison ivy da xiao jie! yea!

today had less lectures which is wonderful! and we had mass dance, which i guess most of you guys have too. the dance is like on youtube larhs so you guys can see it. :) freaking hard. oh, i made a friend who has been in a girls school for 10 years. the only guy she has touched and has the contact is her dad. so she was freaking out when the mass dance included us holding hands with the opp sex for a while!

here, i want to thank shaoheng for tagging at mua's blog!

Thursday, January 28, 2010

orientation-.-

so its the first day of school!. i guess everyone is very cite to enjoy orientation yea? day one must have been fun for everyone righte? well, not for me.

if only BP was my JC i would be thrilled! but NJC made us just sit through lectures and lectures that constantly flow. as in the prev cher literally passes the mike to the other and continues talking!

its been a sucky sian day. hope its be better tmr

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Happy bdae Jay!

Happy birthday Jason!! Today is Jason’s birthday. Wow he has grown SO old. (Aren’t you glad that I caps 'so' instead of 'old'?) And it has been a tiring day for all of us.

I the morning, I was on the phone with roger about making a card for Jason. Normally my cards would take hours to do, so since he said he would help out, I decided I could make a nicer one instead of a simpler one which I have thought of doing due to the time constraint. So I began my sketching.

And then I waited and waited and waited. Then when I was tired with waiting, I realised that roger was still at home at 1.55! Urgh! It’s like we have to be at cck at 2.30 so we have to leave my house at 2.15. There was obviously no time to go the card anymore. What the hell.

as i rushed through the card, thoughts were spinning in my mind. i was telling myself about how roger has proven himself to me to be really unreliable and one who i cannot count on in the future.

I was practically on fire. Cause I was super angry and was drawing super fast. My only hope arrived when I heard the doorbell ring. It was Sheng Ying. Thank god she came to help. Roger? Still nowhere in sight, unfortunately.

I was wondering how I would react when roger came. I was expecting myself to be especially brutal and shred him into slices, wait, no, not slices, tiny microscopic pieces which have been pureed with my dagger eyes, axe words, and blender slap. Yea, that’s for making me so freaking anxious.

But to MY (repeat, MY, not his, MY) surprise, I was such in a hurry and worried that all I did was drag him to the room to do the card from the piano chair. (He was still fooling around. Ignorant about my tension within)

I didn’t even scold him one bit! Argh! How could i?! I am so disappointed in myself! I was so lenient! I mean come on! But I guess, it was the fact that he is my Shaoye. As in how can you get angry with Shaoye? It’s almost impossible. So yea, Shaoye, you owe me a slap. XP

We ended up being 1hour late and yea, we were NOT the latest. (Shocking isn’t it?!) We had our picnic at Bukit Timah’s hill’s meadow. I was so dapai that I was the only one who sat on the ponchos while the others were still setting everything up. Food was nice. And guess what? The cheese in the sandwich actually MELTED under the day’s hot sun.

Oh yar. There’s one funny thing about the picnic. Before we reached our destination, roger said that here maybe got wild boar or tiger come out of the forest. And while we were having our picnic, Mr Tan showed up! What a coincidence!

We played catching after that and when we were all exhausted; we took pics and went to play pool with nic D. I just sat, stood and chatted most of the time cause lele wasn’t feeling too well. (not sick, well, technique sick too.) reached home about 9.45. ate pizza and blogged. Hope lele and cheowlin liked their pao mian.

hell to the no

are you and him together??......... (answer at title)

i have been thinking. what if your clique never merged? what would it be like? no more rumours, no more accusations. no mare straining of friendship. but there wont be closeness either. oh, i wish i could only say the F word here. it sucks. nasty tags suck. what's wrong with ppl. rumours. ruomours mean that they are like... hrm..... NOT REAL!! and ppl just cant read properly. english is sucking in singapore. singlish is the problem? NO! its just that ppl cant read! its like its then and there

sorry does help. no it doesnt. if it does, then the world will have peace when a country just nuclear bombs another and says sorry. ppl ndont read and ppl dont artiulate their meanings properly.

its freaking stupid. and then there are ppl who understands the entire f stituation for just for the kicks of it builds another f rumour for everyone to laugh about. yea, it is so fun.

talking about the clique. what if the clique never merged? hrm... i dont know. if the clique never merge, i guess i'll still be living my life with rumours. rumours rumours rumours. i've lived my entire secondary sch life with rumours. non stop ones that come and come and come in an orderly line. some times there might be a lunch rush and jams up my life. causing it to suck.

people are shallow. the world is shallow. sadistic. the clique merged and now i have more friends. friends that tease me about the rumours as well as friends who console me about being teased. but there are also friends that spread the rumour far and wide. and friends who start the rumour.

friends who are supposed to console me about it. i cant see them. am i suppose to feel it then? the one who i want to confide to. one that im dying to confide and let out my anger to. i dont see nor feel you. should it be in everyone to think of pacifying a person you care about? or is it just not in you. i dont feel your pressence anymore.

what if the world only had women and men do not exist. poof, i say. poof and go away in the wind.

i love my clique and i love my friends. but if the entire rumour would just disappear, it would be lovely.

Monday, January 25, 2010

would i rather dissapear?

Ever played a game of would you rather? It’s like someone gives you 2options and you have to choose one. Example: you are dreaming of marshmallow world. Would you rather wake up to see 1. Your pillow gone or 2. Half a bloody rabbit? If anyone were to asked me Would I rather be accused once or…. Well, before he can even finish his sentence, I would have made up my mind towards the latter option. If I only had to choose one thing in this world to hate, it would be being wrongly accused.

Heard of the word “instincts” before? I thought everyone had instincts. But I guess not all of us. Ok, I know im not making myself so clear here, but I’m too sick and tired of everything to talk about it anymore. I don’t even know why I’m doing this.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

yay mama!

Hahas. Today was supposedly a sian day. *Cue "Aww.."* But the fun started when I was playing with my hamsters *Cue nice playful music* when the nice soothing sound of nature called upon me. *Cue nature* I was enlightened. *Cue enlightenment music* I picked up the source of it. It was glowing with radiance and fuchsia (hey, my favourite colour!) *Cue “Wow”*

The source of nature was weird as it had a strip of red in the midst of black. *Cue scary music. You know, “Deng-deng-deng-deng~”* Oh, I had another experience of being enlighten. *Cue “Wow”again. Enlightenment comes so easily meh?* I realised it was my phone. *Cue “Chey~”* (hey! Who is that idiot doing the cueing?! It’s making me look bad!)

Then, suddenly, *Cue lower scary music* (stop that!) *Cue “it’s too late to apologise”*, nick called to go out and play pool. But long story short, it dint happen.

I then went to take a look at my message. It was from a friend. He said he had wandered until around my block and asked if he could come up for awhile. I of course replied ok. And before I was ready after my shower, he was already up here. So I ended up welcoming him to my house with a mess of a hair.

I knew that something was bothering him. Probed a little but he refused to talk. And since I had no right to tie him up to my couch with a rope and question him with a table lamp in his face, I did not manage to find out what was wrong with him but I guess it had to smth to do with his parents. Hope he feels better.

We did a Sudoku puzzle together. (I digressed a little by doing a spot the difference puzzle and a number search in the midst of thinking about the answers) it was fun looking at my dad’s defeated face.

We then played with Yang Yang and Pao Pao. It cheered him up a lil’ I guess. The power of the 三点水 (3dotted water droplets)! Because you know 洋洋and泡泡both have the droplets in their name. Hahas.

When he went home, I messaged him to see if he was alright. He seemed to feel better already. So I probed again. But he again refused to tell. Then I went “if you can confide in SH, you can confide in me. I saw you sms-ing him” but then I realised that they were only chatting about what game SH was playing. Boyz -.-.

Then he replied “Woohoo”. So I decided to show boyz -.- what girls are capable of. So I wanted to show off my great English skills (B3) to him (A1). (Clever aren’t I?) So I said, “playing mindless games that has no contribution whatsoever to the state of the world’s future or peace is hardly something I would Woohoo about.” Aren’t I sensible!!

So then there is the rest of this but I doubt you would be interested to know. Of course, you would not be interested to know about this anyway in the first place but hey, my bloggie. I bet I’ve said that a tons of times already but it’s fun to say it again and again and again. HA!

Oh ya, today roger and nick called me again while I was blogging. And roger asked me why everyone thinks SY and him are a couple. I replied with a series of questions. (his answers are in the bracs)

1. Who is the one you spend most of your time smsing? (SY) ok.
2. Who is the one you talk on the phone the most except for nick? (SY) ah. Strike two.
3. Who did you go out with for the entire day to play just recently without anyone else? (SY) that’s strike three and you should be out.
4. Who are you closest to in the clique excluding boys? (SY) there you go.

Only clique members know that you guys are not together. Other ppl will obviously think otherwise. The world is shallow.

5. Whose name have you been saying the most in the past few seconds? (wu liao. SY)

The only reason why I asked the last random question is because nick could hear what I was saying. All he heard was roger going SY SY SY SY. So he was guessing wildly with weird questions. Funny to hear. So I decided to make roger say SY once more for the fun of it.

So today I went out with my mum for dinner. For once, and I’m serious (ser-rai-ers), I saw her eating fried food from a fast food restaurant. Big break for my mama! WOW! See. Now this is some news that actually impacts the future. At least my future. Next time I can bring my mama to eat FFS. Hahas. *Cue YAY MUM!* (thank you)

im not gonna post.

seriously, im like so bored now, that im just crapping here. really have like no clue about what to write.... arghs. fine. i shall just off the com and watch tv? yea. thats sounds good. shan't post. ever seen a post telling you that the writer is not gonna post? well, now you have.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

a more coarse post

so this is my second post for today. as you can see, the timing betweent he two posts are only by minutes. the reason for this is because i felt that i crafted and ended my first post so nicely that i dont want to ruin it with my more coarse second post. hahas. redundant, but hey, i like nice literature. (though nice is the most insincere word in the dictionary).

today i went to play pool with roger and shengying. nick surprisingly said he did not want to come. it was surprising cause he was the one who initiated playing pool. nick normally want to play pool when he is feeling down and pool cheers him up. its like how mashing my opponent time and again at badminton helps me relieve my stress. obviously roger and him had something going on.

epic nicholas, he came to play with us even though he said he wouldn't. hahas. but he was ignoring roger the whole time. i dint notice it but roger obviously did and was quite pissed about it. after playing, roger said he wanted to take a stroll and when we found out that he disappeared, ying went out looking for him. nick paid their share for the pool and then all of us, all 7 of us me, lele, nick, jason, hanjun, shaoheng, weijie waited and waited.

they dint show up in the end and by the time we found out where they were (west mall), it was already 7.10 and i could not stay and have dinner with them. it was kinda irresponsible of roger to do this without calling and it kinda irritated me. but i understand that he had to getaway for awhile before he blows up.

when we met, i confronted (not scold) them about it. as in as a friend i thought i should tell them that they should at least call. i kind of expected an apology but roger raised his voice and said that if he stayed there, he would have blown up. i totally understood but felt that there wasnt a need of an increase in volume. hopes he feels better though.

although there was an obvious tension between them (which i wish for it to be gone and they to be best buddies again), it was quite a good day for ying and i patched up. it was nice being with my best friend again.

friends.

ever felt that the entire world was about to crash down on you and you were there hiding behind a small and tiny mask that suffocates you? but that mask is like your only protection from the cruel world so you have like no choice but ot wear it? its like when you take it down, the universe immediately slaps you in the face with reality. well, im sick and tired about living a life of charades. that mask disgusts me.

after being misunderstood and have everyone's temper and tolerance level up and down so quickly, its hard not to just scream in your head by yourself. but you just hold it in you. gripping it tightly so that it does not blow out. until some idiot have to just accidentally knock your mask off with little words like "but she's your best friend" your best friend..bestfriend..bestfriend... it echos in your brain and tears just fall.

i still cant remember why i had to breakdown last night. it seems like it just flashed by so fast and i was so emotionally unstable that i did not fight it. i dont know, even now, if i had the ability to fight it. hung up the phone.

slept early last night, at one, hoping to get that over with. woke up early but refused to get out of bed until one. thats 12hours wasted. gone and vapourised. checked myphone. saw 4 missed calls and 5 messages. damn. i thought. i checked it out but kinda refused to call and reply. i took the easy way out and called a third party, then a fourth, and slowly inched my way to the missed calls.

the world was not going to turn absolutely to the extreme if i called. i recalled watching house last night. an overreaction i guess. things turned out for the better and it was pure relief i felt. but i realised how many others are still keeping up with the charades.

i dont feel that i have won the game of charades. i feel that i have given up the game. thrown away my mask. hopefully, my mask wont just lurk next to me. it looks like it has a brain of its own. it is tempting to put it on, but it was just brainwash you and add weight to your head, which adds weight to your neck, which adds weight to your shoulders.

拿得起,放得下。而放下了,就得继续往前方走。

people say forgive and forget. people also say forgiveness, hard; forgetting impossible. but forgiveness is a virture and once you've done it, you can brag about your greatness so that's a good thing. you get to be egoistic for once. forgetting is techniquecally impossible since your brain practically stores everything. although all may not be recalled but it is all remembered. so since forgetting is impossible, why not try smthing else? treat it as an experience that good friends go through.

every story has a climax. every friendship has its bad times. and of course it has its good times too.

today? today contains our friendship's great times.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

this post is mostly dedicated to Shengying

today i had my singing lesson and lele and nick brought me there. before that, we played pool with sec3s from fairfield that we have no idea of. hahas. playing with strangers is fun. we played two matches and won both! ha! me and nick. unbeatable duo!! woohooo.

singing was alright. but i have to say tha i shant eat twister fries before my lesson anymore. arghs. it was quite hard to lift my soft pallete today. couldnt sing very well. oh, my stupidness to eat fried food before singing...

on the way to my teacher's house, nick told me that shengying was not too happy that i teased her, "oh the person who wanted to swim alone" when she wanted to surprise me by coming to IRC. well, i want to say thank you to her for coming for it has been along time since we met. i really was pleasantly surprised. however, i am also sorry for blogging about the suckiness. i dont feel that you are sucky. i feel sucky cause i cant be with my best friend. hope you understand that.

about the teasing, well, i always thought we were close enough to tease each other like that. we girls (before the clique merged) have always been teasing each other like that. remember? you tease us too and we do the same. so hope you wont take it so seriously. after so many years, im sure you know me, my nuttyness and my teasing already. XP

Monday, January 18, 2010

a rollercoaster ride

hey all! today was a mixed feelings day. there was worried, laughter, shock, sadness. well, mixed emotions.

i started the day happy and excited. thinking i could finally spend time with sheng ying, who has yet to go out with me since she came back from taiwan, swiming tmr. then i got angry and irritated when lele refused to swim with us. and then nick also said he dint want to swim cause lele not swiming. then ying cancelled it and made me a little sian, irritated and dissapointed. as in like, so long le we havent gone out together and she suddenly cancel on her only free day. great. so that was like... hrmmm let me think of a word. oya, SUCKY.

before i went with lele to his dental appointment, lele was once again late and i met jiemin. we chatted and i grew more and more worried for both hanjia and shaoheng...

then we went to play bowling and billards. some threw balls and poked balls while some only managed to enjoy one of the games. i could only poke, unfortunately. but it was fun while it lasted. so that was nice.

then when i came home, i saw yang yang on paopao. he was really vigorous. dont really know what he was doing but i realised that paopao was not moving. i picked her up, only to find that one of her eyes could not open. rushed to the vets aft that with lele and my mama. it was freaking scary la. but then paopao's eye got better and didnt need to see the vet. sent lele home and then went home.

on the way home, mama was like nagging and nagging and nagging about how stupid of me to buy a second pet. *roll my eyes* that got me furious. i screamed back, standing strong that i wont give her away. i love her.

finally. after the day's saga was over, i came here to fan nao over the clique's house visiting. found it really hard to plan so i decided to just ask everyone first. now i just have to wait for smses, taggs and emails. -.-

then, as i was blogsurfing, some guy i met, two years ago, once asked me when he could be my boy friend. i had to say no, of course. cause i did not have the feelings for him and i was not that stupid to repeat my mistake again. looks like the day's sage was not over yet. i felt alittle guilty and he obviously seemed sad. rejection is not my forte.

i went to nick's bloggie and read his posts. he was unhappy, until he poked balls and won. so i decided to do alittle of cheering up. did you know how hard it is to leave nice cheery taggs when you are feeling so down yourself? yes, it IS very very hard indeed.

roger called then, but i was too sian and tired to care i guess. sorry roger if i had sounded rude.

so today was a hell of a day. a rollercoaster of emotions. i want a refund for my ticket. but the sign says "no refunds allowed". *roll my eyes again*

Friday, January 15, 2010

paopao

its been some time since ive blogged here. after recieving our results, our clique seems to be quite sian all the time. sucky. so recently i found out that nick has withdrawn from the royal family for i dont know what reasons. he says its cause he feels that he dont belong but i think its just an excuse. he set up the royal family with roger. he shapes the family.

today, i bought a female hamster, paopao to be with yangyang. but i realised that syrian hamsters are kinda territorial and fight. so i had to seperate them...-.- dont know how now. but im very sure im not gonna be cruel and abadon. not they can nu li zuo hamster le....

maybe today i'll create a clique bloggie. hahas.

avant-garde-amigos.blogspot.com
user: we_amigos.hotmail.com

clique, come ask me for pass yea?

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

judgement day

i recieved my results le. its not too glamorous but at least im satisfied. in total of 10 subjects taken, i recieved 1 B3, 5 A2, and 4 A1. my L1R5 is 8 and i am eligible to deduct 4 points, leaving me with a score of 4. hopefully i can go to NJC. looks like my hopes to get to hwachong is dashed but the next best thing is not too shabby either.

here, i want to wish everyone who has just gotten their results to forget all about them for they arent that important. smiles.

today i went out with lele, han jun, shao heng, han jia, cheowlin, weijie to watch a movie-the treasure hunter. and it was quite a waste of money i would say. there was no focal point in the movie and the supposedly heart touching parts were just touching me on the surface. but the part where it was suppose to be scary was scary. but it only lasted seconds. so all in all it was quite a lousy show. and Jay C dint look like him.... prolly cause he always act cool so now feel that he looked abit weird.

owels. this should be all for today. blogg bout more next time.

Monday, January 11, 2010

2hours, 120mins, 7 200secs, shit my heart stopped beating

OMG!!! cant believe i'm getting my results in just 2 hours. its freaking scary. dont know what i'll get... arh! this is what i need: English A1, E-maths A1, A-maths A1, SS-Hist A1, Lit A1, Bio A1. and what i want is all A1s! omg.... i want a six pointer raw score.... grrr!!! dreams of result getting arent doing me any good so my action plan of sleeping early and waking late totally backfired. emotions are so freaking intense now that i dont think i can blogg. maybe i'll blog after i get my results provided they are good. just maybe. :)

Saturday, January 09, 2010

Nicholas Intro

Nicholas Intro
My super name is Nicholas.
Talk and talk 24hours.
20 nuggets pack from MacDonalds.
Eat only pay just round 8 dollars.

Eat no eat also no tummy.
Why must save? Cause no money.
Who ask me always so funny?
Now no excuse for mummy.

My number 2 I keep on miss.
Jason now also overseas.
Cash-ie card, mum take, don’t exist.
Cannot go play so I is (am) so piss.

Want go bowling and no gutter.
Poke the ball, I so much better.
Singing K I’m not much noober.
All in all, I am not a loser.

So in short I am Nickprince.
2pointer, 100bucks, I’ve been dreaming since.
If not, my parents butchers and I’m minced.
So much ego I’ve said! My mouth I must rinse!

sucky fun day

today was a fun day at NPoly. got tons of freebies and entered loads of lucky draws. it was practically a great day but my shoes (which i have long ago told my mum that i needed new ones) spoiled it by spoiling themselves. and then of course i lost weile's christmas present for me. i am such an idiot.

owels, since i have totally nothing to blog about nor have the xin qing to blog, i shall end preety soon. kinda blogged to just add nick's link ad add shao huan's name into the clique. i realised that recently i keep on feeling down at night. dont know why. it sucks.

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

epic day

So today was just like any other day.... went for my singing lesson that went quite well. Complained about having to walk so much. Read the diary of a wimpy kid book 2. Went to nick's house and met his bro. went to roger's workplace with him and bought 3cups of soup. Bought 2 regular and 1 medium Yami yogurts. Went home early cause shao heng decided to go home and not go billiards. Forgot to return nick's thermo flask (weile’s fault anyway). Chatted with nick and le over the phone. Went blog surfing (roger's and SY's blogs only) and teased them again. Allowed my hamster to crawl so silently out of the cage without my knowing. Found my hamster, behind the couch, staring at me. Got scolded from shao ye for writing a marvelous poem for him and shaoye sao. Epically failed to plan for tmr's agenda. And finally using my blog as an escape from boredom and sian-ness.

Yea. Nice day. -.-“

Here’s the poem my shaoye wrote to shengying:
A honeystick a day,
To keep Emo-ness away,
So that the blues won’t stay,
And to keep sore throat at bay!

I decided to be nice and pump it up. This was what I wrote as a regular unknown anonymous poet:

Roger Ying
Strepsils, fish balls and a honey stick a day.
Mixed with love, I want to say.
If only my Falltumn will, by my side, stay.
No more emo-ness, sadness, oh how gay!

Doesn’t that sound so much better? And he and she scolded me for that…. You can’t stop emerging talents I say. Masterpieces come from the heart and critics pierces to the heart. But at least my Shaoye thanks me for that. :)

It was fun today, trying to hide from BPians as they stream towards us when lele brought me home. We were like walk walk walk BPian! Walk walk walk. Hahhas…. Trying to avoid more gossip and rumors. It felt like playing a game of dodge balls. Hahas. It was fun.

After reading the diary of a wimpy kid, I still have no idea why guys my age are so interested in it. The sadistic mind in all of them, emerge when the wimpy kid becomes wimpy. What’s with wimpy?? (Hey, alliteration!! WWW) Hahas. Lending the book out to lele was a wrong choice of bork’s. he just reads the book and chuckles to himself once in a while. Owels, the book is good in curing boredom though.

Lets talk about food now. Soup!!! Chicken noodle and broccoli cheese…. Yummmm… quizznos have good soup. Should go buy. (: oh and Yami yogurt….. yami is yummy. Natural, soursop, green apple, peach, blackcurrent, blueberry. All wonderful……………

Oh yar! I spoke to ying today. Yay! She got roger a prezzie! But she not as 重色轻友 as I thought. She got one for me too! (and all the other girls and weile and nick and hanjun) but all not important. She got a prezzie for roggie!!! He will so cherish it…. Hahas. :)

Going to sing k tmr with jarin and the rest. :) so I guess I shall stop here now…. bb

Monday, January 04, 2010

fun

ok, now for a better and nicer post. i had alot of fun today! played badminton with my clique and then went to bowl and then went to the arcade and then went to sing K!! woohoo!! and the best part is, most of singapore is either at work or in school while we play!!! yay!!!! hope to do it again sometime!!

glassy friendship

arh! this is damned! this is why people from some forsaken place with forsaken minds create words like "damn! shit! asshole! freaking hell!". it is like reaaly weird and crazy seeing two perfectly great buddies grow apart.

i realised that friendships are like glass. you go though being under hot fire, cold water and blown out. finally you are professionally allowed to be show case of great work. you are strong and hard. yet, with only a slight incident can cause you to fall from a high self and break into little pieces, some unable to be seen, some look insignificant. that's wrong. no matter how innocent and insignificant it looks, a small piece can just cut through your flesh, causing you to bleed indefinitely, until your body slowly takes its time to heal the wound, leaving a scar.
the pain occurs when the body is sliced. and yes, now i think they are about to take the plunge.

2 people. my friend sent a girl home. the girl was rushing for time to meet curfew. the other guy (lets call him AAA) was just lagging behind, unwilling to reek of sweat. after my friend sent the girl home, he rushed back, only to find AAA at home too. the two people had to meet another friend (BBB). so my friend rushed to find BBB. BBB was awfully angry for he had waited for 1hour for my friend. he blamed my friend for indirectly choosing a girl over friends when he himself chose to bring another girl home over enjoying time with friends. ironic? tell me about it.

the girl kinds smsed BBB apologising that she caused my friend to be late but BBB just said: "i want him to take full responsibility" he then off his phone, unwilling to hear her explaination. but apparently he forgot that he was suppose to meet AAA too! and by just walking off home without a sound, AAA does not need to take any responsibility? taking the girl home does not take an hour you know, so shouldnt the friends that played overtime be at fault too?! wadup wif tat!!

as you can see this is dumb. no, friends shall not split into two groups just like that. hell no. never. if that were to happen someone, and by someone, i mean me, would be the first to stand up and scold, even using my hands if i have to.

friends stick together, not fault each other. we undertand, not dislike.

Sunday, January 03, 2010

more sms spamming

so i managed to get my bed today! woohoo!! yay! finally, you say. (well, even if you dont say, i say, and thats final. hahas.) so, the bed is coming on friday about 3pm i guess. >.-

so today i also rearranged my hamstaer's cagie. hope he likes it better this way, well, at least i like it this way. :) cheese! (hrm... dont know why i just said cheese.... take pic bahs! im photogenic! conditionally.) i let him run on the floor today. guess he liked it since he kept wanting to get out of the cage after i did that. cheese! (pic taken) so as you can see, im on a high now, probably cause i drank coffee just now... surprised? well i ordered a chocolate azuki frappe, so i really had no idea what so ever about what i ordered so the coffee was a mistake. it turned out to be chocolate plus red beans plus coffe plus caremel plus whipp cream, so it dint taste half bad, actually! sugar rush!!

oh yar. i kinda spammed my shaoye's inbox and my shaoye sao's one too. as in like each one of them kinds of come conditionally with the other, dont you think? like if you say hello to one, you must say hi to the other. so yar. i spammed them.

to shaoye:
*hey shaoye! im just wondering if you have any idea when shengying is comming back?? cause i have none. :) and it would be a pleasure for you, your superior brainwaves and uncouth shuai-ness to inform me of this piece of intelligence. hahas bombastic words are nice. so since i've so blatantly praised you to satisfy your superficial happiness of echos of lies, i mean truth, you should do your part of repayment to your da xiao jie by sharing your knowledge regarding this issue which is of no good to world peace or the human kind. (talked about the world cause sheng ying reminded me to rmun) hahas. ok, i know im just spamming here. so i've reached my goal! hahas. :)big smiles!

well, shaoye said that lele spamed my inbox oday which was totally not true. so he asked me to OFPF. of course i had to say something to like defend myself right?

*for the record, weile did NOT spamm myinbox. we hardly smsed ok! so you havent tell me when sheng ying coming back. 1.she going overseas-you know, i dont know. 2.she go which country-tell you, no tell me. 3.she go how long-you know, i dont know. 4.she at taiwan-sms you, i dont have. 5.she-wish you happy new year, never wish me. 6.she when come back-you know, i dont know. and im the one who owe you a friends? friend snatcher!

so now roger n me are supposedly in an sms fight about each other's rumour, which i am terribly NOT proud of. and nicholas dang just supported me!! yay! the world is on my side. hahas. this is fun!

with so much spamming on sms, singtel, starhub and m1 should be very happy but its so kexi cause some of ushave unlimited smses. :) hrm.l.. roger like not replying le lehs.... :X maybe because he got limited free smses to sent to sheng ying?? oh wait...he replied.... awww... one less sms for sheng ying... or maybe many more smses for sheng ying, accompanied by a larger phone bill for parents, accompanied by a louder scolding from mom and dad? the latter one sounds more predictable..... hahas

ok. enough of roger. sheng ying will get jealous. tmr im going for badminton and she'll probably come back to s'pore too. hahas. hope i dont get pwned on the court.... arhs! so im still very awake now cause its still early... dont know what to do you know. roger like takes forever to sms. so i guess i shall end my long long long long post here and go back to thinking of descriptive words to counter roger!

msg to roger:
it is always fun to tease and insult and hurt, isnt it? besides if i say smth and wounded you, nick would be the salt that rubs glamorously on your fair blemished precious skin. sounds totally exciting, my dearest shaoye? al least now you have activities (and by activities i mean teasing) lined up for you so that you can kill that foraken boredom of not having MY best friend around. no need for an over the top thank you ot appreciation, that's what friends are for. :)big smiles. btw, do help me thank nick for all his upport and ask him to work that salt!

Saturday, January 02, 2010

spamming

哇,这次是第一次用华文来写部落格,因为我本身华文能力并不强,所以请谅解我的多数错字。不知道为什么,今天特别有灵感用华文写。。。应该是今天 spam roger 少爷和 sheng ying 少爷嫂太多了吧!

我-少爷嫂:
你这个重色情有的人!只祝福nick, roger和weile!难道我不重要吗?*puppy dog face*你好坏哦!hey, oxymoron!只给男孩子传简讯,不给我传。。。害得我快要哭了!我那么想你,你却回报于the three musketeers!真公平喔!在此赐上我最心酸的诚意,跟您说happy new year!没有理由不祝福我了吧!我明白外国传简讯不便宜,所以我会等你回来祝我。但在于现在,就让我多次骂你重色情有吧!

我-少爷嫂:
Ps. I’m NOT JEALOUS.

我-少爷:
yo roger, 你好!今天心情如何?听说您去Malaysia了。本大小姐非常期待您的souvenir哦!时间已不早了,ok, still quite early, 笔下难写心上情,希望我们能过多多联络,你能多多卖东西给我,我能多多收你的礼物。得去shopping了,我就此搁笔。再见!

我-少爷:
yo roger, 你好!少爷现在心情又如何?现在特简讯致函是因nick正在跟你传简讯所以我也想凑热闹传封给你!我这个大小姐算不错吧!吃饱了吗?我吃饱了。马来西亚好玩吗?好了,时间已不早了,ok, still quite early but now a bit later le, 笔下难写心上情,希望我们能过多多联络,你能多多卖东西给我,我能多多收你的礼物。得回家了,我就此搁笔。再见!虽然结尾跟刚才的一样,但我的礼物非常重要,必写。

我-少爷嫂:
Heyheyhey, I’m spamming alittle cause I just spammed roggie’s inbox. Ok, I may have just sent 2 messages only but its counted. The reason why im spamming roger’s inbox is because nick is doing the same too and since I’ve already sent it but he hasn’t, I thought I would spam yours before he finish spamming. Besides, you come across as someone who only wishes spammers happy new year so of course I have to work hard for my greeting! So spam spam spam. Oh ya, get me a sourvenir!

我-少爷嫂:
Ps. Once again, I’m NOT JEALOUS.

我-少爷:
yo roger, 你好!少爷现在心情又如何呢?现在我又来了。惨了,我认为我好像越来越像nick那么lame了!请问又没有remedy呢?我有急用。电视的star wars好sian哦,正等桃花小妹出场。。。你现在干嘛?是不是在想sheng ying期待sheng ying渴望sheng ying??我真是的,明知故问。。少爷您当然有啦!别狡辩了。好了,时间已不早了,ok, but now later le, 笔下难写心上情,希望我们能过多多联络,你能多多卖东西给我,我能多多收你的礼物。本大小姐得看电视,我就此搁笔。再见!

哇,少爷刚刚回来了,没有在custom塞车。但因太累回家睡了。我就要冲凉了,改日再谈!

ps.虽然说少爷嫂=小姐,但我认为这么叫比较亲切。:) oh ya, happy new year everyone!