hey all! today was a mixed feelings day. there was worried, laughter, shock, sadness. well, mixed emotions.
i started the day happy and excited. thinking i could finally spend time with sheng ying, who has yet to go out with me since she came back from taiwan, swiming tmr. then i got angry and irritated when lele refused to swim with us. and then nick also said he dint want to swim cause lele not swiming. then ying cancelled it and made me a little sian, irritated and dissapointed. as in like, so long le we havent gone out together and she suddenly cancel on her only free day. great. so that was like... hrmmm let me think of a word. oya, SUCKY.
before i went with lele to his dental appointment, lele was once again late and i met jiemin. we chatted and i grew more and more worried for both hanjia and shaoheng...
then we went to play bowling and billards. some threw balls and poked balls while some only managed to enjoy one of the games. i could only poke, unfortunately. but it was fun while it lasted. so that was nice.
then when i came home, i saw yang yang on paopao. he was really vigorous. dont really know what he was doing but i realised that paopao was not moving. i picked her up, only to find that one of her eyes could not open. rushed to the vets aft that with lele and my mama. it was freaking scary la. but then paopao's eye got better and didnt need to see the vet. sent lele home and then went home.
on the way home, mama was like nagging and nagging and nagging about how stupid of me to buy a second pet. *roll my eyes* that got me furious. i screamed back, standing strong that i wont give her away. i love her.
finally. after the day's saga was over, i came here to fan nao over the clique's house visiting. found it really hard to plan so i decided to just ask everyone first. now i just have to wait for smses, taggs and emails. -.-
then, as i was blogsurfing, some guy i met, two years ago, once asked me when he could be my boy friend. i had to say no, of course. cause i did not have the feelings for him and i was not that stupid to repeat my mistake again. looks like the day's sage was not over yet. i felt alittle guilty and he obviously seemed sad. rejection is not my forte.
i went to nick's bloggie and read his posts. he was unhappy, until he poked balls and won. so i decided to do alittle of cheering up. did you know how hard it is to leave nice cheery taggs when you are feeling so down yourself? yes, it IS very very hard indeed.
roger called then, but i was too sian and tired to care i guess. sorry roger if i had sounded rude.
so today was a hell of a day. a rollercoaster of emotions. i want a refund for my ticket. but the sign says "no refunds allowed". *roll my eyes again*
