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Thursday, January 21, 2010

a more coarse post

so this is my second post for today. as you can see, the timing betweent he two posts are only by minutes. the reason for this is because i felt that i crafted and ended my first post so nicely that i dont want to ruin it with my more coarse second post. hahas. redundant, but hey, i like nice literature. (though nice is the most insincere word in the dictionary).

today i went to play pool with roger and shengying. nick surprisingly said he did not want to come. it was surprising cause he was the one who initiated playing pool. nick normally want to play pool when he is feeling down and pool cheers him up. its like how mashing my opponent time and again at badminton helps me relieve my stress. obviously roger and him had something going on.

epic nicholas, he came to play with us even though he said he wouldn't. hahas. but he was ignoring roger the whole time. i dint notice it but roger obviously did and was quite pissed about it. after playing, roger said he wanted to take a stroll and when we found out that he disappeared, ying went out looking for him. nick paid their share for the pool and then all of us, all 7 of us me, lele, nick, jason, hanjun, shaoheng, weijie waited and waited.

they dint show up in the end and by the time we found out where they were (west mall), it was already 7.10 and i could not stay and have dinner with them. it was kinda irresponsible of roger to do this without calling and it kinda irritated me. but i understand that he had to getaway for awhile before he blows up.

when we met, i confronted (not scold) them about it. as in as a friend i thought i should tell them that they should at least call. i kind of expected an apology but roger raised his voice and said that if he stayed there, he would have blown up. i totally understood but felt that there wasnt a need of an increase in volume. hopes he feels better though.

although there was an obvious tension between them (which i wish for it to be gone and they to be best buddies again), it was quite a good day for ying and i patched up. it was nice being with my best friend again.