so i just had my english and ss exams this week. am super tired already. the english was hard and the ss sbq was horrendous so i can predict my results already. but i aint gonna say it least they come true... -.- so im going to chiong history, amaths, physics and literature over the weekends. hopefully the emaths and HCL are easy cause i dont have time to revise.
yester was super tiring. studied until 12 midnight. worte 7 essays in 2.5hours. ended up in extreme pain in my wrist and two of my fingers could not stay straight. all because of ss. oh ya, yesterday, 6 of my classmates were "sick" and skipped school to study for ss. if only my mum allowed me to do that...
ok. Yuda is sounding very weird nowadays. he keep saying stuff that leads me to a conclusion that he likes me. however he refuses to say it which is irritating. owels. i realised that that does not really matter now. unless he speaks up, we're not going anywhere. well, actually, even if he speaks up, im not sure if we are going to go anywhere either. maybe i have to admit that maybe i used to like him alittle? im not sure either, since it only lasted like eh.. less than a week. so maybeit was a super short crush. but now... not so much. will see as life goes... that is if he is willing to speak up.
i feel alittle bad... cause im thinking of wenjie now, but in a 3rd person kind of way. no more indulgence or what sort. can this be seen as some kind of betrayal? since we did not actually break off? but then owels, i did tell him that we are no longer together once he gets on the plane so... wells. at least i dont feel any thing now. probably to both the guys. im just a simple little. well, not little girl. who is on the verge of suffocating due to prelims, just like every one else!!
