It has been more than a month since I
last blogged. Life’s going on pretty well though exams are coming up. School’s been
busy though. At least, projects have more or less ended. Im just left with my
stats project for the semester. I’m pretty scared for my upcoming exams since I
don’t really have a week’s study break between academic time and the exams. But
I know for sure, I want to pull up my grades or at least maintain my second
upper. I’m determined.
It is 2 weeks to the 2nd
month since we got together, 1 day to the 5th month since he
confessed and about 4 months for it to be 1 year since we met. Life’s
been pretty awesome. He is officially the guy that I have the longest standing
relationship with and I can’t believe I still get so damn excited every single time
I meet him. I don’t get why he makes me smile every time I think of him. It’s
oddly irritating. I love that kid.
Who know how much time has passed
since I last drafted a poem….
My Heart
My heart flutters.
Not like a dainty butterfly,
but like a buzzing humming bird.
It’s so obsessive it’s irritating.
Yet it keeps me afloat as I taste
the sweet
bitterness of life,
as I wonder beyond the blue openness
and set my sights nowhere.
My heart pounds.
Not like acts of pent up emotions,
but like a covetous husband with the
rhythm of ardor.
It’s so possessive it bruises me.
Yet it keeps me grounded as I taste
the passionate
acidity of love,
as I wonder beyond the red openness
and set my soul nowhere else.
My heart skips.
Not like the rational lady I try to
show,
but like the silly child he brings
out.
My heart bares.
Not like the insecure girl I try to
hide,
but like the brave woman he
sees.
My heart loves
because of him.
My heart loves
because of what he is.
My heart loves
because of what he does.
My heart loves
because of how he loves me.
