wow. cant believe YOG is over already. kinda regret not enjoying the process, although i haveto admit it was kinda tough and tiring. hahas. today was funny... 2 atheletes hitted on me. and in order to not sound so full of myself, i would let your imagination fly and stop describing what happened. moreover, i felt so important infront of a contingent of policemen... cause its so late now, shall not describe either... come ask me if you wanna know.
i have got to stop being such a spoilt brat whenever i dont get thingsi want.is it the fatigue that brings me down? or is it the pre-sighted fatigue? im not putting up a front. at least i hope im not. i dont think i am. i dont feel so. but the pain of putting up a front is just as painful as the pain i feel somewhere. unknowns are so scary but that's reality. tmr is a long day cut down by half and plus an extended rehearsal. tmr is reality.
