it was only on friday when i saw how weak, yet strong my grandfather was. although trembling and not being able to walk properly due to strokes he had years back, assisted by my dad, bro and me, he kept going, up hill, towards her grave for the traditional "ceremonial". and i guess he would have done it, if not for a slip, saved by me and my bro, which led my dad to insist for him to sit down to rest, abandoning the mission.
i remembered the assembly talk we had on wednesday witht he principal.... damn.... it was, well, threatening. as in she could at least pretended to sound like she actually cared about us and not our grades right? i've heard people say that shes only staying cause she wants to produce another president scholar, but thats only what ive heard. shant criticise her personally since im not a fan of online stabbing, but if there's only a way to feedback to the school without getting into trouble.
some teachers have things to say too, but they dont say it. which brings me to the point of why the teachers in NJ are so afraid of authoratative figures in the school?? as in come on!! students depend on teachers, whether academically or our welfare. but some of them just dont have the guts to help the students. they should be the bridge among higher figures and us, but they dont even dare feedback. military much? even the military gets and absorbs feedback.
i really really miss BP now. its everything. i know i've said this more than a milli.. thous... hund... ten times but its true.tis one place i can truely feel relaxed, even during my O's period. NJ, the canteen gives you pressure from everyone studying there. the hall, the ppt slides from the chers gives you pressure. classrooms suck. LTs, as comfortable number 5 is, it causes distress. even the roof, when there is absolutely nothing above you, allows you to see the witch craft, an aura, the bubble that encloses it. the grey dark sky, which shoots lightning bolts at anyone who dare to even think of slacking, rains exclusively on NJ as how the Volta is only exclusively used as the turning point in a sonnet.
