ok, i got to go shower and then get ready for chem tuition really soon, so im gonna keep this SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORT.
yesterday had choir again. and it was like usual practices. like last year, when we were gearing up for the cork competition. but im different now. i've grown i think. at least that was what my friend told me. but this had nothign to do with choir. yet again, im seeing my juniors, asking the same questions i was asking myself last year. i've answered those questions already, at least most of them. wish i could help, but until they find their own answers, they wont actually feel it.
i think i really really understand how singing is like now. i mean really singing. to immerse yourself into the song and creating cords and whatsoever. so at least that's point for agnes >.<
ok, im digressing. today i want to talk about preaching. scoldings are like pushing someone with your feet, aka, trampling. and if theat person could see herself as a spring, she'll bounce back even higher. but preaching. preaching is weird. i guess i used to like to preach, in a way, i think. maybe i still do. but the thing is that to preach is in directly making yourself feel better. because you'll feel some kind of non-existing power within you. and people who listens to it will feel demoralised . at least some will cause they really did try.
i've always been a leader. at least a leader figure. in the sense that i had titles. i've always been since primary school. every year of my academic life (which almost is all my life cause im not that old and am still schooling) i have been a leader, except this year. not being a leader allowed me to feel what i have not experienced before. and i saw everything i did wrong before. i picture an ideal leader now and im aiming to achieve that, even though im not one now.
but the most important thing i've noticed is that it is uber important to encourage. encouragement, praises and "thank you"s. they work wonders. im not saying that occasional preaching and scoldings are bad, but encouragement should still be the fundamental. people should keep that in mind... and never give up.
ok chem tuition. rushhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
