so just like yesterday, i had nothing better to do so im back here again to blogg. hahas. apparently lele is so inspired by my blog that he decided to blog himself!! hahas. hrm.... today my bro got his PSLE results. i dont think he himself is too happy but my family are all satisfied. as in, we cant just ask for more right? my cousin on the other hand, did preety well with a score of 250+ hahas. may she get into her dream school.
hrm.... wanted to go out with lele today. and poke him lots lots lots (to make up for lost time yesterday) after he apologised on behalf of his arrogant fats. :) wonder if i should still go out with him... (not as in a date but as friends.... things are sounding weird around here..... should use better diction....) hahas
what to write about.... there's no feeling for a poem now so will not write one here.... blogging seems like only entertainment now.... haiz.... so after O's life is like this.... going out everyday is so sian too.... grrrr.... think of something to do.... think of something to do....
ohya! remember that my dad promised me a doggy?? he cant now since my grandma doesnt like dogs and is terrified of them. she passed the law that there could only be the dog or her in the house. so all of us had to abide to it and throw away the doggy thought..... (to my dismay) so in return, i politely asked for (demanded) a NEW room (mater bedroom) with a NEW laptop and a NEW dresser with a NEW bed and a NEW wardrobe. and my deman... i mean my requests were readily met. :)
cheowlin said that this was a good trade and also mentioned that i was qiao zha-ing my parents. but hey. a growing girl needs her privacy (room) and i do need to do alot of projects in JC (lappie) and i have to sleep as a human (bed) and i have more cosmetics than my mum so i need a place to put them (dresser) and comeon, obviously i need new clothes ALL the time (wardrobe)/. so as you can see. nothing is for nothing. everything is for something.
hahas. i like the last 2 sentences. they sound nice. hahas. what should i do now.... should i go out and meet weile? hrm.... let see what he says first. :) till next time! adeious for now.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
What should i write about??
hahas. wow. like go out everyday like that. today was quite fun. until SOMEONE told me that i touch him until his fats cry... hahas. ok. it sounds wrong. so we went out again to peng han jia and sheng ying's chang on their first day of work. :) hahas. today weile saw my blog and all he could do was laugh and laugh and laugh. is it really funny?? -.^?? zzz
owells. oh. 2days ago, wenjie actually started a conversation with me. i had no idea what to tell him. i decided to stop the conversation with short replies such as "its ok. ok. nothing special". but then it dint work. but at least our conversation was short. i thought long and hard for every reply i gave, in order not to fall again...
it has been long since i've written a poem here. (here, not saying that i dont wirte poems any where else. :) ) so i think it would be in order to sprinkle alittle of my poetic dis-talents here (since this is my blog and you have no right to stop me from writting. and yes. being the boss of me is good.)... (but doesnt that mean that im my own employee too?? *shakes head vigorously in attempt to get thhought out of head*)
What should i write about??
what should i write about?
no inspiration coming here.
it seems to have nothing better to do
except for going out with peers.
my mind cant come out with anything
its blank and white and blah
come on think! shit mygrain!
work the brain juice larh!
type type type and press press press
push your muscled finger
all the time spent in the gym
what did you do, linger?
arh! this aint working! how to write like this?
with the most genius coconut
oh i know, the root of problem
is cause im using my butt.
so i went to the begining to rewrite my start
and ended reading the rest
wow what a poem i've already wrote
oh butt you are the best!
nice?
owells. oh. 2days ago, wenjie actually started a conversation with me. i had no idea what to tell him. i decided to stop the conversation with short replies such as "its ok. ok. nothing special". but then it dint work. but at least our conversation was short. i thought long and hard for every reply i gave, in order not to fall again...
it has been long since i've written a poem here. (here, not saying that i dont wirte poems any where else. :) ) so i think it would be in order to sprinkle alittle of my poetic dis-talents here (since this is my blog and you have no right to stop me from writting. and yes. being the boss of me is good.)... (but doesnt that mean that im my own employee too?? *shakes head vigorously in attempt to get thhought out of head*)
What should i write about??
what should i write about?
no inspiration coming here.
it seems to have nothing better to do
except for going out with peers.
my mind cant come out with anything
its blank and white and blah
come on think! shit mygrain!
work the brain juice larh!
type type type and press press press
push your muscled finger
all the time spent in the gym
what did you do, linger?
arh! this aint working! how to write like this?
with the most genius coconut
oh i know, the root of problem
is cause im using my butt.
so i went to the begining to rewrite my start
and ended reading the rest
wow what a poem i've already wrote
oh butt you are the best!
nice?
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
"O" stands for Over..
hahas O's are finally over. the last day we get to study together was kinda sad actually. dint think 4years would pass so fast. i wonder what to do for the 2month long holiday. i cant go to work cause i am yet 16...-.- but its ok. dint want to work actually. working was just to spend more time with my friends. so now i shall just be the qian jin da xiao jie i am and, hopefully, forever shall be. hahas.
so far, afew events happened:
1. my clique and another clique, seeing that both are all single gendered, merged.
2. watched 2012 and squashed lele’s hands
3. almost lost my handphone, wallet, and lost my bangles all on the same day
4. went to the gym
5. went for my choir ROD. And was invited to learn new songs and help choir during open house
6. bought a new wallet after sourcing for it for 8hours
7. destroyed my jian fei ji hua by eating half a bowl of noodles after starving for a day
8. played badminton with marcus hoping to destroy the excess weight I gain from the noodles, the barbecue, the Japanese restaurant, macdonalds…etc. (damn! Im growing fat!)
9. made lele my older brother
10. decided to change roles with lele since I was not used to call someone gor.
11. went to shaoheng’s house to play polka cards and hear his bro say “screw you” over and over and over again
And things that are going or suppose to happen:1. Watch paranormal activities and puree lele’s hands
2. have a birthday surprise
3. go for singing lessons
4.teach lele how to play his a dozen a day
5. and anything else which I have yet to think of. :)
so far, afew events happened:
1. my clique and another clique, seeing that both are all single gendered, merged.
2. watched 2012 and squashed lele’s hands
3. almost lost my handphone, wallet, and lost my bangles all on the same day
4. went to the gym
5. went for my choir ROD. And was invited to learn new songs and help choir during open house
6. bought a new wallet after sourcing for it for 8hours
7. destroyed my jian fei ji hua by eating half a bowl of noodles after starving for a day
8. played badminton with marcus hoping to destroy the excess weight I gain from the noodles, the barbecue, the Japanese restaurant, macdonalds…etc. (damn! Im growing fat!)
9. made lele my older brother
10. decided to change roles with lele since I was not used to call someone gor.
11. went to shaoheng’s house to play polka cards and hear his bro say “screw you” over and over and over again
And things that are going or suppose to happen:1. Watch paranormal activities and puree lele’s hands
2. have a birthday surprise
3. go for singing lessons
4.teach lele how to play his a dozen a day
5. and anything else which I have yet to think of. :)
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Graduation day
It has been four years (almost) since I first stood as an official sec1 student. I never thought how much the school would mean to me when I leave it especially when my first impression was “Wah! Such an OLD school”! My seniors always seem so ‘fake’ with their constant drastic love confessions to BP but it was only during my Graduation Day when I finally understood their feelings.
The school hall was ironically dusty that day I suppose despite the large-scale cleaning I witnessed the day before. It was so full with irritants that it caused so many of us to tear and tear and tear. It seemed how time has flown just past our eyes during the 4 years (and Mr. Hisham’s “3-hour” long speech). Photos brought back memories and apparently worsened the tearing situation.
It was a wonder why the hall was not flooding at the end. I’ve never knew evaporation could happen so fast especially in such a humid-weathered country like Singapore. Perhaps it was due to all our highly absorbent, good quality school uniforms, made by our tailor whom I have not yet learnt the name (but that isn’t important).
I had so much to say to my friends but remained speechless (for once!), much to my amazement. The graduation atmosphere was filled with laughter and of course, salty eye juices. Apparently, in my opinion, Nicholas’s graduation teddy did help out with the décor or something. I wrote cards to my friends but still, I feel that a single card was not enough to express my heartfelt words. But it was almost impossible for me to cram 4years into a tiny card that could be held by a mere 2fingers. ..
The school hall was ironically dusty that day I suppose despite the large-scale cleaning I witnessed the day before. It was so full with irritants that it caused so many of us to tear and tear and tear. It seemed how time has flown just past our eyes during the 4 years (and Mr. Hisham’s “3-hour” long speech). Photos brought back memories and apparently worsened the tearing situation.
It was a wonder why the hall was not flooding at the end. I’ve never knew evaporation could happen so fast especially in such a humid-weathered country like Singapore. Perhaps it was due to all our highly absorbent, good quality school uniforms, made by our tailor whom I have not yet learnt the name (but that isn’t important).
I had so much to say to my friends but remained speechless (for once!), much to my amazement. The graduation atmosphere was filled with laughter and of course, salty eye juices. Apparently, in my opinion, Nicholas’s graduation teddy did help out with the décor or something. I wrote cards to my friends but still, I feel that a single card was not enough to express my heartfelt words. But it was almost impossible for me to cram 4years into a tiny card that could be held by a mere 2fingers. ..
Friday, September 25, 2009
sleeeeeep
feeling so tired nowadays. i think i really feel the intense pressure of the O levels now... will have to go back to school for night study later... i think this is really called Fatigue.if only i had more time for sleep. then may be i wont have so many pimples like now... hahas. sleeeeeeeeeep
Thursday, August 27, 2009
prelims are OVER!
hehe!!.... prelims are over!! but have to check our papers like tmr... sian.... so today me, shengying, hanjia, cheowlin went out to play... it was FUN!!!! bought tons of stuff... ok fine, fraction of a ton but still went back with bagssss!!! ahhas.... but its too bad that cheowlin dint get her neoprint she wanted soo badly... hrmm quite late ler.... elaborate on this soon
Friday, August 14, 2009
just like everyone
so i just had my english and ss exams this week. am super tired already. the english was hard and the ss sbq was horrendous so i can predict my results already. but i aint gonna say it least they come true... -.- so im going to chiong history, amaths, physics and literature over the weekends. hopefully the emaths and HCL are easy cause i dont have time to revise.
yester was super tiring. studied until 12 midnight. worte 7 essays in 2.5hours. ended up in extreme pain in my wrist and two of my fingers could not stay straight. all because of ss. oh ya, yesterday, 6 of my classmates were "sick" and skipped school to study for ss. if only my mum allowed me to do that...
ok. Yuda is sounding very weird nowadays. he keep saying stuff that leads me to a conclusion that he likes me. however he refuses to say it which is irritating. owels. i realised that that does not really matter now. unless he speaks up, we're not going anywhere. well, actually, even if he speaks up, im not sure if we are going to go anywhere either. maybe i have to admit that maybe i used to like him alittle? im not sure either, since it only lasted like eh.. less than a week. so maybeit was a super short crush. but now... not so much. will see as life goes... that is if he is willing to speak up.
i feel alittle bad... cause im thinking of wenjie now, but in a 3rd person kind of way. no more indulgence or what sort. can this be seen as some kind of betrayal? since we did not actually break off? but then owels, i did tell him that we are no longer together once he gets on the plane so... wells. at least i dont feel any thing now. probably to both the guys. im just a simple little. well, not little girl. who is on the verge of suffocating due to prelims, just like every one else!!
yester was super tiring. studied until 12 midnight. worte 7 essays in 2.5hours. ended up in extreme pain in my wrist and two of my fingers could not stay straight. all because of ss. oh ya, yesterday, 6 of my classmates were "sick" and skipped school to study for ss. if only my mum allowed me to do that...
ok. Yuda is sounding very weird nowadays. he keep saying stuff that leads me to a conclusion that he likes me. however he refuses to say it which is irritating. owels. i realised that that does not really matter now. unless he speaks up, we're not going anywhere. well, actually, even if he speaks up, im not sure if we are going to go anywhere either. maybe i have to admit that maybe i used to like him alittle? im not sure either, since it only lasted like eh.. less than a week. so maybeit was a super short crush. but now... not so much. will see as life goes... that is if he is willing to speak up.
i feel alittle bad... cause im thinking of wenjie now, but in a 3rd person kind of way. no more indulgence or what sort. can this be seen as some kind of betrayal? since we did not actually break off? but then owels, i did tell him that we are no longer together once he gets on the plane so... wells. at least i dont feel any thing now. probably to both the guys. im just a simple little. well, not little girl. who is on the verge of suffocating due to prelims, just like every one else!!
Monday, August 10, 2009
i got the answer!
hahas! i got my answer to that question le!! he asked me this question once. "if one day i said i like you, do you think that there will be any chemistry between us?" i said it is possible. as in like you wont know what will happen in the future right? so i asked him if he liked me. he said" i said IF" so i asked him again. he said no. then i smiled. i dont know why but i smiled. thats weird right? as in people dont smile when they recieve that type of answer but i did. maybe i dint want to go anywhere other than just friends now. i dont know. hahas. but i dont care. i got my answer!! yay! wonder why he asked me that question though...
Friday, August 07, 2009
i heart you online
love this song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vVdWHADKto
I Heart You Online
Every morning I wake up with lingering dreams of you and my heart is beguile.
I struggle to think just what else I can do,
then log into my favourite online social networking website
I want to be in your profile picture
I want to be a permanent fixture on your wall
You're so beautiful
Wish I could be in your profile status
Featuring the place where you update us
Maybe then i'll hug you online
I heart you online.
I can see from you information
you like japanese animation and stir fry
well so do I
I read the books that you love reading
I must say you're quite appealing.
Maybe you can poke me sometime
I heart you online.
I heart you online.
Ba da ba da da baa
Ba da ba da da baa
Da da da da da da
Click on my face and tell me that you love me!
You signed your message with three kisses,
could be wrong but i think this is
Your way to convey
That my love is not unrequited
But i won't get too excited
Since you're only virtually mine
I heart you online.
I heart you online
I heart you online.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vVdWHADKto
I Heart You Online
Every morning I wake up with lingering dreams of you and my heart is beguile.
I struggle to think just what else I can do,
then log into my favourite online social networking website
I want to be in your profile picture
I want to be a permanent fixture on your wall
You're so beautiful
Wish I could be in your profile status
Featuring the place where you update us
Maybe then i'll hug you online
I heart you online.
I can see from you information
you like japanese animation and stir fry
well so do I
I read the books that you love reading
I must say you're quite appealing.
Maybe you can poke me sometime
I heart you online.
I heart you online.
Ba da ba da da baa
Ba da ba da da baa
Da da da da da da
Click on my face and tell me that you love me!
You signed your message with three kisses,
could be wrong but i think this is
Your way to convey
That my love is not unrequited
But i won't get too excited
Since you're only virtually mine
I heart you online.
I heart you online
I heart you online.
diary captions
在一起的感觉总是甜蜜，无限的。。。
writing my diary is awkward. cause there are captions here and there saying how sweet love is. today should be one of the Best National Day celebrations i have in school. porobably cause i always hove to work in PA for the past 3 years, so at least i get to feel the festive spirit on my final year.
went out with Cheowlin and hanjia today for lunch. ate KFC. we met Jason Phuah along the way, and of course he followed us, hrm. actually i find him ok. kind of pity him a little, being a social outcast. he is not a bad guy, just horribly horribly horribly annoying. hahas. okay, so our 3-some lunch was spoiled.
i smsed yuda today. which keep reminding me about our conversation yesterday. "to see if i got chance or not" he said this. this keeps spinning in my head. arghs! although he said he was just kiddin but he also said that he will let me cling onto his hand again (did that the 1st time cause i was too cold) hrm... i seriously wonder if he meant it. i just want to know. no purpose actually. just hate cliffhangers. why cant he just say either 'i like you' or if he dint want to mean that, just do not even mention this joke at all?! he makes me think about it all day/night long. and i cant just like blatantly ask him right? that will be so paisei for both of us. hope (very very very very strongly) that he can 自动 tell me. heheh.
ohh... i also learnt something about 2 f my friends. i feel bad teasing them now. i keep saying that something was fishy and now i know that they bactually broke up. i feel so bad. oh and then there is also jan's weird-uncuboid-like cube which i have to solve. stupid itchy fingers. oya, and i also have to fix my freaking email cause harrison sent an virus-ed email to me and i kinda opened it and got affected. -.-.... hope it does not crashes the com. XP.
wonders if YD will read this. i want an answer!!
writing my diary is awkward. cause there are captions here and there saying how sweet love is. today should be one of the Best National Day celebrations i have in school. porobably cause i always hove to work in PA for the past 3 years, so at least i get to feel the festive spirit on my final year.
went out with Cheowlin and hanjia today for lunch. ate KFC. we met Jason Phuah along the way, and of course he followed us, hrm. actually i find him ok. kind of pity him a little, being a social outcast. he is not a bad guy, just horribly horribly horribly annoying. hahas. okay, so our 3-some lunch was spoiled.
i smsed yuda today. which keep reminding me about our conversation yesterday. "to see if i got chance or not" he said this. this keeps spinning in my head. arghs! although he said he was just kiddin but he also said that he will let me cling onto his hand again (did that the 1st time cause i was too cold) hrm... i seriously wonder if he meant it. i just want to know. no purpose actually. just hate cliffhangers. why cant he just say either 'i like you' or if he dint want to mean that, just do not even mention this joke at all?! he makes me think about it all day/night long. and i cant just like blatantly ask him right? that will be so paisei for both of us. hope (very very very very strongly) that he can 自动 tell me. heheh.
ohh... i also learnt something about 2 f my friends. i feel bad teasing them now. i keep saying that something was fishy and now i know that they bactually broke up. i feel so bad. oh and then there is also jan's weird-uncuboid-like cube which i have to solve. stupid itchy fingers. oya, and i also have to fix my freaking email cause harrison sent an virus-ed email to me and i kinda opened it and got affected. -.-.... hope it does not crashes the com. XP.
wonders if YD will read this. i want an answer!!
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